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1. |
Tower Call
11:39
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It seems that I was recollected by someone I always knew
I'm brought to life and I'm dragged through my thoughts that are few
Their dark enchantment rises up from the deep of my mind
Tides of fear tell me somehow that there’ll be no light
Inspiration and horror form a rattling mix, they whiten my lips
They reduce my heart with an orgasmic taste of Styx
They diffuse my soul with a sweet spasm of sense
Sure! I’ll blow up and scatter like thousands of stars in eternity's dance
I get sicker the more I make an effort
It looks like something familiar, like something I can’t abort
Still blind I find I’m so fucking lonely at such a towering height
There’s no one to fight with, there’s nowhere to hide
My internal instinct tells me: ‘tis impossible
To keep cool on the verge of madness and genius
Damn!
Impending doom surrounds me thicker each instant
Like it's extended through centuries
Like I will never resist it
My disguise is catalyzed – I struggle through a paralysis
I must surpass… though my eyes are still insensible like solid glass
I’ll win this fatal fight or will be dissolved in tears by this plight
So I hold on to life with all of my might
Don't want to fall asleep and turn into one of that statues
That crackle in the gloom inside and around not yet bound
Their morbid silhouettes and shadows attempt to merge with me
So we clash while I try to dash away from their progeny
You fucking go away! Don’t delay! I will not pray
For mercy – instead, I’ll fight my way
/forward/
I don’t want to bear this venom in me
I'll never give birth to victims! You’ll see
Perhaps, someone prepares me a convoy
Some pain to annoy me
A countdown to extinction, an attempt of a complete destroy
But what I know and know full well
Is that I’m not born for being enslaved
I’m no kind of blow-up doll
Oh, my god! My blood is overflown by flame
It feels like sun itself diluted me, then drove me sane again
A hurricane now spreads in me and inflames my brain
My eyes are wide open – from now on I’m not the same
For me, it happened long ago
It’s cold to bear and hard to know
My inside lies somewhere to where I go
/a secret place that’s never to be shown/
No-one can feel, no-one can see
The edge of my reality
So I'll exist though you will disagree
Because I realize I’m locked somewhere above the world in a
Tower
Tower
I’m alive now
There is no-one to behead me, nothing to stop me
I’m alive now
I’d better sift through the shit than die like a coward
Oh, my god
I feel bewitched because now I can
Feel the cold
Draft reel my sanity. It makes me
Convulsively sniff the air 'round and
Hurry, cuz I can be found
So I run somewhere
And I try not to blare
There’s a scent of eternity
That hangs in the air so sturdily
As enormous as God
As attractive as blood
That’s the deal
I came from above
To live on the earth
I can’t be a serf
Cuz I escaped the Tower
Tower
Tower
Now my flesh makes me burdened. I feel my past lives, they
Gnaw at my soul, they fiercely devour me with their every
Flaw: each of them is like a
Claw that's trying to pull me under
I face my past
And fail to turn backward
Each life seems the last
Under death's showers
Fire and ice torment my heart
Though I seem free I’m torn apart
There’s something that I’ve surely got
That I had neither owned nor
Felt before
In my core
Thus condemned to find my path
I’m overwhelmed by holy wrath
For still I can't forget the clap
That overtook me when I
Had a fall
The Tower call
I wish I could breathe a bit lighter
But the matters at hand make me tighter
I feel I am wounded forever
Left to bleed here forever and ever
There’s a desert around and a desert inside
The wolves are here – I can feel their hungry first bite
What the hell’s going on?! The breath of death is on my skin
A blast of wind tells me “stand up and win!”
Cuz I
I came from above
To live on the Earth
I can’t be a serf
For I escaped the Tower
Tower
The Tower
On my left lies The Swamp of Sorrow
And on my right – The Abyss of No Tomorrow
The Wind of Doubt is blowing at my back
The only way’s before me: I can’t wag
I
I came from above
To live on the Earth
I can’t be a serf
For I escaped the Tower
Icy claws stretch
I see their glimmer
They crave my flesh
And soul for dinner
On my left lies The Swamp of Sorrow
And on my right – The Abyss of No Tomorrow
My back is bent by The Wind of Doubt
So I struggle forward and go all-out
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2. |
Damned Experiment
05:26
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When I was young
They gave me things I couldn’t check out for shit
I’d like to spit it all out by now
For there’s no fucking way to fit
The world I’m pushed in
My view’s upset
They just wanna see me bent
A torture chamber’s a fucking place where all my youth’s been spent
Some need children, some need slaves
But nobody gives a fuck about children’s pains
Pains! Pains! Pains
I know for sure
They wanted a calm multifunctional robotic creature at hand
To call, to send, to construct and spend, to keep at bay, to command
They thought knocking me down was enough
To show me all of their love
/And all such stuff/
It took ten years for anything to make me laugh
Some need children, some need slaves
But nobody gives a fuck about children’s pains
Endless nightmare
I’m the subject of their
Damned experiment
The bottom line is malice
Damned experiment
I’m scared like little Alice
Damned experiment
Girls turn into wrecked toys
Damned experiment
Boys turn to broken boys
Stop! Please stop
Somebody, please
Explain to me: is it a nature’s prenatal joke
Or something else
All I know: my body’s a damned fucking yoke
No matter why no matter how but it’s here and eats me alive
An unstoppable pain for days, for months, for years, for a whole life
They fuck my brains
And pretend they’re the most loving parents, but yet they pervert
My every word, my every breath, they leave me nothing but death
Lost my health, fell downstairs
Hung myself, cut my veins
They don’t give a fuck! Why the hell
But give me a thousand wrong names
Some need people, some need shit
The damned motherfuckers don’t care what they did
Endless nightmare
I’m the subject of their
Damned experiment
The bottom line is malice
Damned experiment
I’m scared like little Alice
Damned experiment
Boys never turn to girls
Damned experiment
Girls never turn to boys
While the other ones were growing
Like happy flowers in the sun
I was scratching, I was clawing
Cuz I'm condemned to be alone
/ Hold! / What have I got to hold on to
/ Dad! / You’re not a dad – I don’t want you
/ Birth! / Don’t understand what I’m born for
/ Mom! / You turned your back on me – I’m living no more
/ Doubt! / I don’t believe their pretension
/ Pain! / Who’ll stop this pains penetration
/ Hope! / Hope someone comes here to stop it
/ Please! / I’m in the torture room: someone unlock it
Endless nightmare
I’m the subject of their
Damned experiment
The bottom line is malice
Damned experiment
I’m scared like little Alice
Damned experiment
Some will lose and perish
Damned experiment
Others will fight and live
Yeah
Damned experiment
Burned down my psychic
Damned experiment
I’d like to die cuz I’m sick
Damned experiment
Scared like little Alice
Damned experiment
I’m scarred with hate and malice
Damned experiment
I’m a scarred girl
Damned experiment
I’m an abandoned girl
Damned experiment
God, help your daughter
Damned experiment
God, save your daughter
God, save your daughter
God! Save! Your! Daughter
God! Save! Your! Daughter
God! Save! Your! Daughter
God
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3. |
Sunrise Overture
17:28
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Now I’m purified and cleared by
The sunrise
Now I’m purified and cleared by
The sunrise
Now I’m purified and cleared by
The sunrise
Now I’m purified and cleared by
The sunrise
'As I walked through the wilderness of this world
I came to a certain place, and in that place was a hill.'
Now I sit and gaze, I can’t say a word
The view’s so enchanting; the very air makes me healed
I watch the sun
That slowly inflames the sky
All my pain's gone
The fresh wind makes me shine
I can go any way
Anywhere
My road is waiting for my feet
Never more kept at bay
I differ
From what I’ve been and what I seemed
I could watch but only now I can see
The things that were hidden like they were forbidden for me
I could listen, but only now I can hear
The tides of my future. The wind tells me what’s gonna be
I watch the sky
Turn from black to blue
I’m sun-lit, I’m high
I'm open for something new
I can be what I can
What I am
Any kind of anyone
All depends on my choice
But I know
I’ll stay myself forever young
Now I’m purified and cleared by
The sunrise
Now I’m purified and cleared by
The sunrise
Now I’m purified and cleared by
The sunrise
Now I’m purified and cleared by
The sunrise
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4. |
Destroy
08:04
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Hey! Is there anyone pushing through the loam
Separate from everyone I’m staggering alone
I just wanna be, though calamity
Works its way in me
Hey! Is there anyone pushing through the loam
Separate from everyone I’m staggering alone
I just wanna be, though calamity
Works its way in me
Do you really need a reason to conquer
Or a single excuse for your hate
Love becomes a self-killing habit
Break and destroy it before it is too late
You say you never will
But your words are worth nothing cuz
You will suck my blood
Till I close my eyes
You'll hold on to me
Till I agonize
Do you need a loss? Do you want a mess
What would hurt you more? What would ruin you less
The world outside will never correspond
To your perfect and inadequate grotesque
All you do is consume / and call it sympathy /
All you do is defraud / it isn't empathy /
You rob me of my sun / and call it passion /
You drink and drain me dry / it's not love /
You say you never will
But your words are worth nothing cuz
You will suck my blood
Till my veins collapse
You will raven on me
As my time elapses
By the time
You will be well-fed
I'll wither on the vine
I'll be skinned and dead
You depend on me
Though you're my day of doom
When once I drop out
I'll put you in a fume
Vampires are always
Full of unstoppable determination
You will absorb
Till the moment you run out of rations
The only way to stop is to kill
Thou shalt not live
The only way to stop is to kill
Thou shalt not covet my blood
The only way to stop is to kill
Thou shalt not live
The only way to stop is to kill
Thou shalt not covet my blood
You can disagree
But your greed will always overrule
Don't you turn your head away
You just make believe you're not the deviant
Drink my blood
Till you overdose
I'll mutate you through
I'll survive in you
Then you feel
That you've done your worst
To recuperate
You'll have to kill me first
The only way to stop is to kill
Thou shalt not live
The only way to stop is to kill
Thou shalt not covet my blood
The only way to stop is to kill
Thou shalt not live
The only way to stop is to kill
Thou shalt not covet my blood
Don't you turn your back on me
I'm your dream and your reality
I fall down to give you light
But once I rise up again I'll leave you blind
I'll leave you blind
The only way to stop is to kill
Thou shalt not live
The only way to stop is to kill
Thou shalt not covet my blood
But if I kill I turn into you
And become the same greedy leech
I don't wanna be! I don't wanna be
And I probably can't because of my serenity
You're a different race! Predator
I can never change your nature and core
You'll never ever give
And I'll never ever take
What I attempt to create
You'll always try to brake
It's no evil against evil
I put a mirror in front of you
It's no evil against evil
I just reflect it all back on you
It's no evil against evil
I put a mirror in front of you
It's no evil against evil
I just reflect it all back on you
You can't live without me
Cuz I'm your prey
You need me every day
I wanna see you clash your jaws in vain
I wanna see you clash your jaws in vain
I wanna see you clash your jaws in vain
To have me you'll have to swallow my pain
You will drink my blood
Till you overdose
I'll mutate you through
I'll survive in you
Then you feel
That you've done your worst
To recuperate
You'll have to kill me first
The only way to stop you is to live
Thou shalt not kill me
The only way to stop you is to live
Thou shalt not overcome me
Fail to destroy
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5. |
Shut Up!
06:28
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Put your hands down, you're all undone
We'll bring you back to the moment your life began
Sure you'll be happy! We will wash off the strain
Don't be so rude, we don't deserve your disdain
Put your hands down and listen to me
We'll give you everything we can as an exchange for your loyalty
Stay still and be quiet for a while
Give us your weapons and we'll change your lifestyle
Put your hands down and give us a smile
We are your ultimate friends, and we're the ones you beguile
We'll pardon you and we'll forgive your debts
Otherwise, you'll always be a loser in our uneven contest
Shhhhhhhh
Shut. Shut. Shut
Shut up
Yeah
I won't feed your dreams
You will spread your schemes
Shut up! I've got no
Time for your antics
I won't give you happiness
You won't quiet me
Choke up! I know that
You'll never love me
Won't you shut up
I don't believe you
And I'll never trust you
I won't give in
You're not my future
I don't belong to you
Shut up
Shut up
I will never sell myself
You'll never buy me
Shut up! I'll never
Let you belie me
I'm so tired to pretend
I'm so tired to smile
Choke up! I won't let
You conquer my mind
Shut up! / isn't it plain by now?! /
Shut up! / isn't it clear by now?! /
Shut up! / I won't give you any hope! /
Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up
Shut up
Won't you shut up
I don't believe you
And I'll never trust you
I won't give in
You're not my future
I don't belong to you
Shut up
Won't you shut up
I don't believe you
And I'll never trust you
I won't give in
You're not my future
I don't belong to you
I won't hear
Cuz I don't wanna listen
I'm not here
To you my soul is missing
I won't hear
Cuz I don't wanna listen
I'm not here
To you my soul is missing
I have to turn my back on you
I'm aware of the danger!
While you unleash the hell on me
I can see it behind! I can feel it ahead!
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6. |
Backstab
10:42
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1: Solitude
Where the wind comes from?
I can hardly taste it
Where the wind goes?
Somewhere afar, somewhere ahead
It throws all my thoughts backward
Then twists my mind and makes them return forward
I have learned the human nature
Every day I feel the danger
I can't move in your direction
Can't be part of your dimension
You can't reach where I go
My own world you don't know
I’m so drained and so empty
You stabbed me and left me
Where do I come from?
I can scarcely know it
Where am I going?
Somewhere afar, somewhere ahead
I'll never understand why
You always do your best to leave me behind
Behind
I have learned your human nature:
You're my risk and I'm your danger
Rules and habits give you safety
Fear the coming of the deity
You can't run where I fly
Things you don't know you deny
You need me, but don't love me
So you stab me, but don't kill me
2: Weirdoes
Hide deep in your shells
Shut your ears, shut your eyes
Learn to write
Before you spell your lies
Latch your horrid lusts
Wall me off with apathy
I’m Lilith and I'm Kali
Accuse me of anomie
Spread some more of your deceit
Pour your venom to my feet
Serve your flesh and praise your idols
Cheat your gods and rock your cradles
Trust your lust, confide the worthless
They are always at your service
Every one of you
All the race, but a few
Is dead long before
Your bodies fester
Gone before you come
Buried before you're born
You are the desperate addict
In agony
Open wide your gates for me
Hang me, nail me to your tree
Serve your flesh and praise your idols
Cheat your gods and rock your cradles
Trust your lust, confide the worthless
They are always at your service
3: Succubus
You look upward when an angel cries
You call it rain
They call it pain
You rise your heads when a hero dies
But when he’s gone
You’ll find another clown
I am your first aid and I’m the last drop
I am your thin line and I’m your lost hope
I came to push you up. You’re knocking me down
But you can’t finish the day before the sun’s down
You can't reach where I go
My own world you don't know
So drained and so empty
You stabbed me and left me
You can't run where I fly
Things you don't know you deny
You need me, but don't love me
So you stab me, but don't kill me
You need me, but don't love me
So you stab me, but don't kill me
Spread some more of your deceit
Pour your venom to my feet
Open wide your gates for me
Hang me, nail me to your tree
Serve your flesh! Praise your idols!
Cheat your gods! Rock your cradles!
Trust your lust! Confide the worthless!
They are here! At your service!
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7. |
Perversions Remain
09:46
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When I was almost starving
You gave me stones instead of bread
So when I fade you’ll star me
And give me serpents when I am dead
When I was cold and shivered
You stopped my trembling with handcuffs
As I burned you just shimmered
You heard my screams, I heard your laughs
As I bled undefeated
You stamped my heart with your despise
When I collapsed and pleaded
You punched my face and stung my eyes
I never tried to kill you
You never wanted me alive
Through your perversions I will strive
Through your perversions I will strive
Somewhat meager
Somewhat eager
I walk out of the door
Everything I left behind is perverted
It won’t be sated anymore
You are weaker
So push the trigger
Before I’m out of your sight
You can’t change me
Cuz I have already died
I’m as rich as a god
Cuz a cigarette is all that I’ve got
Don’t you hide your dreams above
Don’t you spread them beyond
Cuz you always make a muddle of love
You’re the devil in your head
You’re the hell in your life
And I’m the one who tried
To fix the bug in your mind
I can never
Change your weather
Cuz I can’t change my sun
Everything you find in me is perverted
You won’t fix it with a gun
Try to take it
Try to fake it
Before I’m out of your sight
You can’t change me
Cuz I have already died
I’m as rich as a god
Cuz a cigarette is all that I’ve got
Don’t you hide your dreams above
Don’t you spread them beyond
Cuz you always make a muddle of love
I’m the devil in your head
You’re the hell in my life
And I’m the one who tried
To fix the bug in your mind
I’m the devil to you
Because you want it
Yeah
Free the hell and push the trigger
If you don’t want me go
Will my death make you bigger
Or will it free your soul
You think you know me, coward
Because you see my back
But I just keep on walking forward
A bullet won’t kick me out of my track
I will strip you of your dismay
Drop your doubts and throw them away
I’m gonna break your deepest stereotypes
I will scrub you of your body
And when you know you are unworthy
I will spill your sins before your eyes
Perverted soul
Now I am the devil to you
Now I am your endless pain
Now I am the ordeal in you
Now I am the wretched aim
What are you waiting for
You won’t have another chance anymore
Free your hate and push the trigger
It’s just enough to become my grim reaper
But somewhere deep inside
There are things you can never hide
Your hate is daughter to your fear
And mother to my every tear
I will strip you of your dismay
Drop your doubts and throw them away
I’m gonna break your deepest stereotypes
I will scrub you of your body
And when you know you are unworthy
I will spill your sins before your eyes
Perverted soul
I can never
Change your weather
Cuz I can’t, I can’t change my sun
I will strip you of your dismay
Drop your doubts and throw them away
I’m gonna break your deepest stereotypes
I will scrub you of your body
And when you know you are unworthy
I will spill your sins before your eyes
Perverted soul
Don’t you hide your dreams above
Don’t you spread them beyond
Cuz you always make a muddle of love
You’re the devil in your head
You’re the hell in your life
And I’m the one who tried
To fix the bug in your mind
Perverted soul
So perverted
Now I am the devil to you
Now I am your endless pain
Now I am the ordeal in you
Now I am the wretched aim
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8. |
Perish
03:49
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I’ve no power to rise
And see the ones I despise
I’m tired of them
Their regard for me’s trite
They are hopelessly blind
To anything
I’ve no breath in my lungs
Since my heart felt the thorns
Of loneliness over here
I bled for too long
Now I’m almost gone
Helpless I lie
Cold shadows wrap the sky
Dark in my eye
I perish by and by
Clothed by their empathy
Immured by their apathy
I drift away
Is there anyone here
Someone able to hear
And fill the void
Someone I’m waiting for
Is the one I’ll adore
He must be near, sure he’ll come
Carry me away
Cuz I don’t wanna stay
Helpless I lie
Cold shadows pass me by
I perish, I’ll die
But they will not hear me cry
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9. |
Wake Up!
07:18
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Wake up
Wake up
Do you like a life like this
Give me an answer
Will you take an end like this
Were you born to bite the dust
Are you glad with what you’ve done
Do you feel perfect
Don’t you know you might be wrong
Won’t you get up
Won’t you get over
Rise up and follow your destiny
You’ve got no power to stay here
Wake up and carry your burden forth
Rise up and prove you are worth
Do you know the love you love
Isn’t it bitter
Do you like the hate you hate
Do you feel malevolent
Do you love the rage that fucks
You at the moment
Do you like the way you suck
Won’t you get up
Won’t you get over
Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up
Wake up! Wake up! Wake up
Rise up and follow your destiny
You’ve got no power to stay here
Wake up and carry your burden forth
Rise up and prove you are worth
Wake up! Death is no remedy to you
Wake up! Death is no insurance to you
Wake up! This is the hardest part
You are doomed from the start
Wake up! There’s no alternative to your path
You are doomed from the start
Wake up! There’s no alternative to your path
No-one gives a fuck about you
No-one does and no-one wants to
Nothing really matters when you’re gone
You had no excuses before
You will never have them after
You’ll remain forever incomplete
And return again
Rise up and follow your destiny
You’ve got no power to stay here
Wake up and carry your burden forth
Rise up and prove you are worth
Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up
Wake up! Death is no remedy to you
Wake up! Death is no insurance to you
Wake up! This is the hardest part
You are doomed from the start
Wake up! There’s no alternative to your path
Wake up! There’s no alternative to your path
Wake up
No-one gives a fuck about you
No-one does and no-one wants to
Nothing really matters when you’re gone
You had no excuses before
You will never have them after
You’ll remain forever incomplete
And return again
Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up
Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up
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10. |
The Beast
05:19
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I’ve lost my limits at minus thousand by Fahrenheit
By that time you approached the point where you just feel alright
I keep on growing colder as I slip and slide down the scale to my
Darkest side where I will find nothing but suicide
Who knows the cost of my every breath
I know, but I can’t explain it, mortal
Because you’re so fucking deaf! Shit
Who knows how much it takes to live
And loose ten thousand times more than I can give
A cosmic void is all that I receive
So what
What the fuck do you want from me
So what
What the fuck do you expect from me
You are the fraud and guilty
I am on end, don’t make a
Beast from me
Let me be
A circumstantial martyr
A severe-hearted warder
Don’t you make
A beast from me
My love is unselfish, my hate is sincere
But my patience grows thinner year after year
I can’t afford a further sacrifice
Because I stand to lose in spite of my demise
I don’t belong to you
I don’t belong to you
So what
What the fuck do you want from me
So what
What the fuck do you wait from me
You are the fraud and guilty
I am on end, don’t make a
Beast from me
Let me be
A circumstantial martyr
A severe-hearted warder
Don’t you make
A beast from me
You risk your life and my own
You suffer as you make a
Beast from me
Don’t you see
/ Don’t you see? /
You don’t know what you’re facing
Don’t know what you’re embracing
Don’t you feel
The danger in me
/ danger in me! /
You can’t reach the deep of me
And I can’t fill your vacancy
The more I suffer the more you want me to strive
The more I struggle the more you claim my life
The more I suffer the more you want me to strive
The more I struggle the more you claim my life
You are the fraud and guilty
I am on end, don’t make a
Beast from me
Let me be
A circumstantial martyr
A severe-hearted warder
Don’t you make
A beast from me
You risk your life and my own
You suffer as you make a
Beast from me
Don’t you see
You don’t know what you’re facing
Don’t know what you’re embracing
Don’t you feel
The danger in me
Hypocrite! You need a fucking slave instead of me
Don’t you feel the danger in me
Hypocrite! You need a fucking slave instead of me
Don’t you feel the danger in me
The danger in me
The danger in me
The danger in me
The danger in me
The danger in me
The danger in me
In me… In me… In me
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11. |
Chevy
08:03
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Tell me what is all this hunting for
You had so much, yet craved more and more
I prefer to run away like I have never run before
You’re so meretricious there behind my back
Once I leave you’ll never have me back
You have wasted all your chances; I have wasted all my time
Circumstances
Consequences
I am your past, but not your future
No more regrets
No aftereffects
Nothing will last forever
No-one will seal me
No-one will kill me
No-one will steal my
Self-containment
Show me your hatred
I want you naked
I want to make it
Final
Chevy! Final! Chevy
I don’t want to feed your banal dreams
You are much greedier than it seems
I drained my cup of bitterness; I won’t drink a single drop for you
All this chase is just your self-esteem
I’m the bug, so I don’t fit your scheme
You don’t worth my martyrdom, and I will never be your saint
Circumstances
Consequences
I am your past, but not your future
No more regrets
No aftereffects
Nothing will last forever
No-one will seal me
No-one will kill me
No-one will steal my
Self-containment
Show me your hatred
I want you naked
I want to make it
Final
Chevy! Final! Chevy
I’m made of fire, you’re made of clay
That’s why your faces harden
I’ll drag you into my disarray
Cuz I’m the furnace you have to pass through
You are the mud, and I’m the flame
That’s why your hearts turn into concrete
Clash against each other in my name
Turn into broken shards at my downbeat
I’m out of time
You almost touch my inward
Shivers run down my spine
And all of my weapons wither away
I’ll never match
Your world of fake perfection
Listen: you’re going to catch
A harassing infection
Caught in a web
I suffer from affliction
But step by step
I’ll bring you to your fatal contradiction
Chevy! Chevy! Chevy! Chevy
Circumstances
Consequences
I am your past, but not your future
No more regrets
No aftereffects
Nothing will last forever
No-one will seal me
No-one will kill me
No-one will steal my
Self-containment
Show me your hatred
I want you naked
I want to make it
Final
Final
Tell me what is all this
Tell me what is all this
Tell me what is all this
Hunting for
I’ll break the prison walls
I’ll break the prison walls
I’ll break the prison walls
And get out, get out
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12. |
Cage Rock
11:11
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1. Cornballs’ Voices
We are here to love you
We are here to warm your
Body and soul
We will cure your madness
We will heal your sadness
We’ll make you sane
Don’t you want a family of your own
A life’s companion, child and cozy home
/ I don’t want it /
You are but a human
Like each man and woman
Nothing besides
/ because you’re just like we /
We know your intentions
We know all your motives
We know your needs
/ because you’re just like we /
We know your necessities of life
We will make you happy, cut the strife
/ I don’t need it /
I don’t want it
I don’t need it
2. Clash Of Values
I won’t waste anymore of my life on you
It’s too precious
I won’t waste anymore of myself on you
Show me what’s
The hidden bonus of your life
You always want to drag me down
Always try to push me down
Into your dimension
And down on your
Insidious playground
I never meant you any harm
Yet I swear I’ll be the one
Who will break each
Cage in your prison
Most of all you love your
Self-centered illusions
And slow-minded dreams
Sorry that I differ
I’m absolutely normal
I’m not insane
But I don’t want a burden of my own
A life’s companion, child and cozy home
Show me what’s
The hidden bonus of your life
You always want to drag me down
Always try to throw me down
Into your dimension
And down on your
Malevolent ground
I never meant you any harm
Yet I swear I’ll be the one
Who will break each
Dream in your fucking
World
I don’t want it
I don’t need it
It’s not because the way is hard
It’s all because it isn’t mine
It’s not because the way is hard
It’s all because it isn’t mine
It’s not because the way is hard
It’s all because it isn’t mine
It’s not because the way is hard
It’s all because it isn’t mine
Are you sure I’m human
Like each man and woman
Are you sure indeed
/ cuz I never was and will never be like you! /
You don’t know my intentions
Don’t know all my motives
You don’t know my needs
/ cuz I never was and will never be like you! /
I don’t want it
I don’t need it
It’s not because the way is hard
It’s all because it isn’t mine
3. The Crash
I’ll rock your cage
I will break through
I’ll rock your world
I’ll win my freedom
4. The Door’s Open
It’s time to start the overcome
I’ll rock your cage
I will break through
I’ll rock your world
I’ll win my freedom
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13. |
Running Overture
12:57
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Running is better than swallowing tears
Running is better than chocking on fears
Running is better, it makes me feel like I’m alive on the move
Running is better than having to face the truth
Running is better than getting cornered and ripped apart
Slipping the slippery slope and taking a crash to the heart
Running is better than getting stuck in my ways
So I run and run and run in circles through the maze
Running is better than swallowing tears
Running is better than chocking on fears
Running is better, it makes me feel like I’m alive on the move
Running is better than having to face the truth
I wish I could catch my breath but running is never over
Instead of a heart on my sleeve, I’m wearing a supernova
Sarchotic, darkastic, shaking but trying to keep up the pace
I’m running because I cannot show the horror seething through my face
I wish I could stop but there is a wild blind black hole
Chasing me down, wearing me out, eating away my soul
Running is better than getting wiped out without a trace
Still, don’t matter where I run I feel like I’m stuck in the same place
Running is better than swallowing tears
Running is better than chocking on fears
Running is better, it makes me feel like I’m alive on the move
Running is better than having to face the truth
Running is better than never seeing the sun
Got nothing to lose now that I’m comfortably numb
Running forward is still better than crawling back
Running nowhere feels better than fading to black
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14. |
Everything's Fine
07:04
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I’m disappointed
Abandoned, destructed
They want me fall, they push me down
I’ve got no fence
All I’ve got are my smiles I spawn
Damn this attention
Fuck this pretension
They always thought they knew me well
I’m never scanned through
So these are the words that I spell
Everything’s fine
Everything’s fine
Everything’s fine
Save anything about me
Seems like it’s easy
To punch me, to tease me
All the way somewhere I don’t need
Let them believe I’m
A good stupid girl indeed
Now I remind you
When it is time to
Sure, fuckers, to your knees you’ll fall
When I am queen
You’ll be seized and be fast against the wall
Everything’s fine
Some save all, save something
Everything’s fine
All save only one thing
Never thought that
It would come out
And run this way
To this decay
Never wanted
Never got it
In my mind
I never planned
Any harm for anyone
All the goddamn shit done
Is none of mine
/ Pretentious bastards try to corrupt my mind /
Trying to tear me apart
They have sewn in my heart
Contempt and hate
/ Obedient cowards are those who fit them well for I escaped /
Everything’s fine
All save what I think of
Everything’s fine
All save me and my love
Me and my life
Me and my love
Me and my life
Me and my
Love! Have you ever loved anyone
Life! What is life when the damned fuck is done
Blind! Take away the sty from your eye
Find! You’re afraid to see, you never tried
Feel! The truth you ignored, then perverted
Fill! Your half-witted brains: you deserve it
/ How do you like that shit? Isn’t that sweet? /
Sure I’ll never ever need you
Sure I’ll never ever need you
Sure I’ll never ever need you
Sure I’ll never ever need you all
Sure I’ll never ever need you
Sure I’ll never ever need you
Sure I’ll never ever need you
Sure I’ll never ever need you all
I can’t abort
My tears distort
I feel the hurt
But turn away and tell them
Everything’s fine
Everything’s fine
Everything’s fine
Save anything about me
Everything’s fine
Some save all, save something
Everything’s fine
All save only one thing
Everything’s fine
All save what I think of
Everything’s fine
All save me and my love
Everything’s fine
Some save all, save something
Everything’s fine
All save only one thing
Everything’s fine
All save what I think of
Everything’s fine
All save me and my love
My life
Save me! Just get me out of here, my love
Take me! Away from here, I bled enough
Save me! I’m tired of telling them everything’s fine
Find me! Cried all of my tears out, I’m ready to die
I’m ready to die
I’m ready to die
All fine
All fine
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15. |
Erotorture
10:07
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Through the clutter
Of the strings and knots of my nerves and veins
Hidden under
Every inch of skin there’s a truth I know
I can feel it closer every time I claw through the shadows
I’m on a roller-coaster ride through Hades and black holes
I could nurture
But instead I’m dry and devoid of life
Erotortured
In a disassociative overdrive
Every cell and atom is coerced to burn in attraction
Only to be soaked in pain and ripped apart by passion
Like a ghost
Locked in my flesh and kept at bay
Among the living, chasing life
Watching it slip away
Loathing and hurt
I choke on lust
Anxious and drowning in dismay
Insecure I’m running astray
Hoping to self-absolve
Stranded in denial of love
I am Alice
Gazing at the world from behind the Looking Glass
Wrapped in sadness
Like a battered heart in a doomed romance
As I’m cutting deeper, ignorance becomes a virtue
Big on pain and self-denial I am living my erotorture
Like a ghost
Locked in my flesh and kept at bay
Among the living, chasing life
Watching it slip away
Loathing and hurt
I choke on lust
Anxious and drowning in dismay
Insecure I’m running astray
Hoping to self-absolve
Stranded in denial of love
Negligent, spiteful, arrogant, prideful, sadistic beast
I won’t get bitten again, won’t be coerced to become a narcissist
It’s so perverse to deny that you’re drawn to the darkness you hate when you’re alone
But once you settle in even hell becomes home
Even hell becomes home
Even hell becomes home
Home
I wish I could love without getting split
I wish I could speak without getting deaf
I wish I could be whole, but I have to admit
I’d love to love without hating myself
Dark and devious, crooked and hideous parasite
I come after you with eyes open wide
While your demons bite mine howl back at them in delight
Lust and arrogance keep me warm at night
Warm at night
Like a ghost
Locked in my flesh and kept at bay
Among the living, chasing life
Watching it slip away
Loathing and hurt
I choke on lust
Anxious and drowning in dismay
Insecure I’m running astray
Hoping to self-absolve
Stranded in denial of love
While your demons bite mine howl back at them in delight
I come after you with eyes open wide
Dark and devious, crooked and hideous parasite
Rage and revelry keep me alive inside
Your demons and my shadows can dance like no-one else
Dark and devious, my secrets like cinders glow
Locked in my flesh, pain, lust, and darkness coalesce
I’d love to love but first one of us should go
Your demons and my shadows can dance like no-one else
I’d love to love but first one of us should go
Your demons and my shadows can dance like no-one else
Dark and devious, my secrets like cinders glow
Locked in my flesh, pain, lust, and darkness coalesce
I’d love to love but first one of us should go
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16. |
Solar Waves
07:47
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17. |
Purr
08:32
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Not a word I can say
I’m amazed and the time’s delayed
Bathed in your warm embrace
I want you to tell me
Is it a dream
Shall you not dim
You are the only
You are the one
Whom I’ve belonged all my lifelong
Seems like my life had just now begun
I never thought that
Though always knew
You where somewhere, you must have been there
Now that you’re near don’t disappear, my dear
Calmed and soared by your touch
I feel you cured my every notch
I allure and gently purr
Wild-eyed and hot like
I never felt
I almost melt
For I am the only
For I am the one
Whom you have craved all your lifelong
Seems like our lives had just now begun
You’ve been suspecting
But I knew for sure
Both of us where always so near
Now that we’re here, don’t disappear, my dear
You are the one
I am the one
Together
On our way to find the sun
We are the one
We are the one
Now surely
We can break through any storm
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18. |
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Dancing with fire has never been so fun
Magic’s real and it is now, it’s begun
My alleles are lit brighter than the sun
You’re licking secrets off my tongue
Better than anyone
Lava-love night-sun rivers
Will be washing my tears away
It’s getting wilder
It’s getting better now
That all our tigers and flames
Are out and racing
Our eyes are wider
They’re getting dark somehow
Our hells are cozy, our heavens
Ecstatic and blazing
Drinking with you is a lot like drinking wine
My milk is yours and your blood’s wild, it is mine
I love the way we unwind and intertwine
With our bodies, in our minds
Demonic and divine
Lava-love night-sun rivers
Will be washing my fears away
It’s getting wilder
It’s getting better now
That all our tigers and flames
Are out and racing
Our eyes are wider
They’re getting dark somehow
Our hells are cozy, our heavens
Ecstatic and blazing
Flares in the night
Soothing, seething
Bathed in delight
Healing, breathing
It feels so crazy
To be so free
Our heavens are blazing
Our hells come clean
Lava-love night-sun rivers
Will be washing my tears away
It’s getting wilder
It’s getting better now
That all our tigers and flames
Are out and racing
Our eyes are wider
They’re getting dark somehow
Our hells are cozy, our heavens
Ecstatic and blazing
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19. |
Dissolved At Dawn
07:36
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Something’s burning
Through the morn air
Something pure
That injures
There’s a scent of
Some obscure pain
In the sky
In your eye
Clouds sail further
I feel hurt stirred
By the sight
Of their flight
Something’s burning
You must be going
Just like they
You can’t stay
That’s a moment of grief
With no hope of relief
It makes my heart
Tear apart
Now you depart
Wrecked I fall down to my knees
Don’t leave me, please
Everything now said or done
Will yet leave me undone
When you dissolve at dawn
I try not to
Cry and hurt you
Though in vain
You feel the same
Clouds run further
Over and over
In our eyes
In our minds
Aggravating, sublime
My heartbeat’s like a chime
That chills my veins
I’m locked in strains
Like in horrid chains
Wrecked I fall down to my knees
Don’t leave me, please
Everything now said or done
Will yet leave me undone
When you dissolve at dawn
I heard this collapse approaching for all the time I felt
Showers of bleak mistrust wash me away to this hopeless end
Yet I resist, I don’t want to believe we’re set apart
Memories encourage, our future is just the thing we start
You always knew I where
Though never heard my breath
I seemed to be so near
Stretched across life and death
I always knew you were
Though never saw your face
You seemed to be so near
Now gone without a trace
Hear me now
Through the dawn
Tears still spawn
You left me alone
Lost in snow
Filled with woe
Now I roam
Blown up for I am alone
Wrecked I fall down to my knees
Don’t leave me, please
Everything now said or done
Will yet leave me undone
When you dissolve at dawn
Clouds still run over my head
Now that you’re gone I feel so cold and mislead
Memories still run through my head
Now that you’re gone I collapse frozen and dead
Clouds still run over my head
Now that you’re gone I feel so cold and mislead
Memories still run through my head
Now that you’re gone I collapse frozen and dead
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20. |
Tides Of Purity
07:15
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Deceitful, coward, and blind
Too arrogant to love, too lustful to hide
You’ve been my lover, my master, my end of the rope
I’ve been your Lilith, your demon, your last hope
I’ve watched my sadness strip dance to your darkness
A wet and anxious slut
I’ve been your mother Eve and that was the hardest
Cuz you were hell-bound to self-destruct
I was beguiled until I tore up wide
I could no longer confide
In you
We were the fallen
We’ve been so high
Sweating and clawing
Like we’d never die
We were the carefree
And we were the scared
Pheromone reverie
No shame, no regret
No shame, no regret
Nothing to forget
We were like angels
And we were the damned
Passion unchained us
We’ve burned till we were dead
Let the storm wash it all away
I knew it’s coming today
Bleed my heart so it wouldn’t break
I need to stay alive to be wide awake
All the tears that I couldn’t cry
All that I couldn’t say
All the demons that I’ve denied
And all the hungry angels are breaking free
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21. |
Soft Witch Glimmer
12:00
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Sweet and gentle smile
Secrets that beguile
You are meant for me
My enemy
Tantalizing scent
Hell and heaven-sent
Welcome to descend
After you
Power and beauty are dangerous
I win and lose until I’m lost
The fire I play with is sensuous
The one that I love the most
Ever thought why darkness is sweeter
When the pain gets deeper and bitter
There’s no thrill in chasing the harmless
Is there good where evil has never dwelt
Silence is magic
Glimmering eyes will make it unfurl
Tiger baby, golden sweet
I can feel your tender flames at my feet
I will nurture you to grow
You are more than you think and more powerful than I’ll ever know
The faster the flowing
The deeper the glowing
Time stops unknowingly
While we are slowing the night
I’ve been
Stepping softly
On the rocks and mud
Leaving trails of blood
Climbing the mountains, I hoped I won’t slip
Into the abyss
I could seize to exist
But my scorched tongue and coveting lips
Kept on whispering
Your name
Your name
Tiger baby, golden sweet
I can feel your tender flames at my feet
I will nurture you to grow
You are more than you think and more powerful than I’ll ever know
I’ve been
Scared and trembling
Losing all control
Fighting all alone
Clawing through sadness but slowly tiptoeing
Into the mist
Into horror and bliss
Delighted and yet terrified
I kept whispering
Your name
Tiger baby, golden sweet
I can feel your tender flames at my feet
I will nurture you to grow
You are more than you think and more powerful than I’ll ever know
Power and beauty are dangerous
I win and lose until I’m lost
The fire I play with is sensuous
The one that I love the most
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22. |
Death Tango
04:55
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They say I’m raw and awkward, not appreciating
All things they believe are true and fascinating
I heard them call me names I never thought I’d own
There’s no one who equals to me so I’m here alone
Death tango
The quintessence of pain and woe
Death tango
If I had a choice, I’d surely stop dancing
Death tango
I spin around but I can’t go
Death tango
When I collapse I really don’t know
My heart pumps liquid fire that slowly takes me over
My every nerve and vein needs to recover
The goddamn flock of bastards think they’ve caught my soul
Though I’m worn and tired I am safe for I play the role
Death tango
Our lives zigzag through pain and woe
Death tango
I wish there is a chance to abort it
Death tango
The end is dim ‘cause it’s unknown
Death tango
Its tempo is what we cannot slow
How can I get out of here
I’ve got no right to stumble
Everyone is the enemy I can’t bear
What luck! I’m locked in their rumble
I can never be a part of your
Fucking fake society
You can take my life but you can never take me
Face the reality
Sink down and sift through my sickness
I swear you’ll piss ‘cause you can’t take this
Now listen to me: don’t step in my way
I’ll kill you! Fuck you if you pray
Can anyone face me alone
Can anyone face me alone
Can anyone face me alone
Can anyone face me alone
Is there anyone who can face me alone
Is there anyone who can face me alone
Is there anyone who can face me alone
Is there anyone who can face me
Wither away
You are worthless
And full of hatred
Whom you can’t tame
You destroy
But as for me, I will stand this
Death tango
That reeks of blood and smells like woe
Death tango
Be sure I’ll shed no tear at the moment
Death tango
You’ll never see me kneel or bow
Death tango
My strength I take from where you don’t know
Hear me my dear
Hear me my dear
Our life is a death tango
Our life is a death tango
Our life is a death tango
Our life is a death tango
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23. |
The Verging Sundown
07:57
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When darkness falls
Upon the calm and tired sea
Then I’ll hear the calls
Of some well-known winds that
Taste like eternity
They sail my soul to where I suffered
Seize my heart when it’s uncovered
Yet I’m sure at any weather
When I’m there I’m lost forever
Silence on the beach
Why you’re so far to reach
The verging sundown
Seems infinitely long
The sky is clear
But some alarm is hidden there
Like it’s my own tear
I’m so frightened that it
Spreads above everywhere
I can’t stand this panic’s chilling
At home under the heavy ceiling
Something pulls me outta my shelter
To the shore where I feel better
Sunset is near
I’m filled with shelling fear
My sheathless exhale
Ends with a helpless cry
Here comes the storm
I’m breached, eclipsed and stunned by the lightening
It rings my nerves away
And makes me run astray
The wind’s still pushing me further
It waits, but I don’t devote
I wish I could be remote
Something allures me deep into the foam
It feels like I push and wade into my home
I don’t know why, but now I don’t care for
Am I gonna be buried in there
Now I don’t dare to fear
The storm is taking me over
I try to liberate
But can’t escape my fate
I’m water-bound: it feels like I’m stolen
Can’t verge no longer so I am falling
Washed away I’m calm and sober
Choked by dark and tranquility
I transcend, I’m gone to nowhere
Overwhelmed and too tired to be
Washed away I’m calm and sober
Choked by dark and tranquility
I transcend, I’m gone to nowhere
Overwhelmed and too tired to be
Can this death torrent
Be my torpid end
No… no… no
I wade unaimed
My dear, I need your loving aid
I’m left behind
Too week to fight the tide
Only for you
I struggle through and through
Can’t sink like a stone
Can’t leave you there alone
Up to the surface I go
Up! I’m pushing up!
Up! I’m pushing up!
Up! I’m pushing up!
Never leave me alone
Never leave me alone
Never leave me alone
Be always near
Never leave me alone
Never leave me alone
Never leave me alone
Be always near
Be always near
When I’m verged in here
So if you really care
Don’t let me disappear
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24. |
Our Rubicon
03:47
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This is our point of no return
This is our point of no return
This is our point of no return
This is our Rubicon
This is our point of no return
This is our point of no return
This is our Rubicon
After our overcome
Sure we’ll have to hold on and on
This is our point of no return
This is our Rubicon
After our overcome
Sure we’ll have to hold on and on
This is our point of no return
This is our Rubicon
After our overcome
Sure we’ll have to hold on and on
This is our point of no return
This is our Rubicon
After our overcome
Sure we’ll have to hold on and on
Listen, my dear, do you know what time it is
We’ve got no right to choke on calamities
Now it’s the time to think of what we’re gonna be
Is it the claw of destiny holding us
Time’s coming slow, but once here it’s running fast
Is it our choice to join are we never apart
We’re gonna take a step to break free
I want to ask, do you come with me
This is our point of no return
This is our Rubicon
After our overcome
Sure we’ll have to hold on and on
This is our point of no return
This is our Rubicon
After our overcome
Sure we’ll have to hold on and on
I’ve got a lot of reasons to push it here
Everyone’s a fuck I no longer bear
That’s why I need your help instead of somebody’s else
When I was cold I called for you tenderly
When I was caught and hot I still tried to be
Though one: alone and lonely, but still only yours
I don’t wanna use you, mind you are free
Just tell me am I worth coming with me
This is our point of no return
This is our Rubicon
After our overcome
Sure we’ll have to hold on and on
This is our point of no return
This is our Rubicon
After our overcome
Sure we’ll have to hold on and on
When you shine, when you’re happy
I am happy too
Only you solved my heartbeat
So me and my life belong only to you
Don’t wanna stay, don’t wanna die here without you
I suffered enough – my knowledge is a pain I can’t quench
You know, I know, we know there’s nowhere else to go
Either forward together or separate but somewhere I don’t know
I need… I want
You by my side
That’s why I know
I must remind
This is our point of no return
This is our Rubicon
After our overcome
Sure we’ll have to hold on and on
This is our point of no return
This is our Rubicon
After our overcome
Sure we’ll have to hold on
I’ve got nothing more to loose
Except you, if you refuse
Now listen: you’re always free
But I hope you’ll be there with me
Now you don’t delay
Please tell me, don’t make me pray
Is this only you and me
Or maybe that makes a we
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25. |
On The Other Side
05:15
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Are we safe or death-condemned
Begun or driven to an end
Oh, god! Our spirits we commend
To you and pray for strength to make our way
Through every day
We’ve been punched into this state
Misunderstood and wrapped in hate
Oppressed and choked well liberate
Though not supposed to live and say a word
In this world
Some will pay no attention
Some will laugh and stare
Each one in his dimension
Ready for anger and never for care
From now on moving targets
We’ll be under fire
Dead if caught in the darkness
And stamped in mud if we fall, sick and tired
Falling bridges we can’t fix
Crash through this air that smells like Styx
We’ve no way back to make our pleads
And let them sordidly pervert our lives
Through their despise
All we got is you and me
The others doubt too much to be
Let’s pray for those who cannot see
And forgive their trespasses for we’re the same
At each other’s aim
By some well be never mentioned
Like our names are plagued
Some will spread their pretension
Loving us only till we’re at the stake
Betrayers will be proclaimed the heroes
Armed with knives at night
We’ll be hunted by killers
And unburied after we’ve suffered and died
As I count down from ten to one
A new prize will be set, a new race’s begun
I wonder if we have a chance to survive
We’re wanted! Nobody gives a fuck dead or alive
There’s one question now I’d like to ask
Is it goddamn heroic, this fucking kickass
Hey cowards, don’t mock
Hide your gag, fuckers. Get ready to suck
Your fake humanity kills / We’re on the other side
Your liberty chokes our wills / We’re on the other side
I’ll never betray my choice / We’re on the other side
You can never shut down my voice / We’re on the other side
We’re forced to face this destructive, annihilating shit
All of our deeds proclaimed god damned and worth nothing but a spit
Your malice and hatred deflect our attempts to join in peace
Why don’t you see we’re the same dragged through all our hopes and needs
Nothing changes
We're on the other side
Nothing changes
We're on the other side, my dear
All we’ve got is you and me
The more we are the more we be
Let’s pray for those who cannot see
And forgive their trespasses for were the same
At each other’s aim
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26. |
Time To Fight
06:39
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We fight until we’re done
We fight until we’re done
Dragging out my tattered heart onto a flag
Spilling out my anguished blood to set it on fire
Pulling out my smoldered nerves into the dark
Pouring out my ravished soul to fuel the rage
My aching beasts are vigilant
I’ve got them unleashed
So eager and belligerent
It’s time to fight
Free and wild, my angels are hungry
I want to live, but die inside
Ardent child of pain and anxiety
Once defiled, I’m happy now to fight
Nothing quite compares to letting passion speak
Clawing through, once more I’m so alive and elated
Never more! You’ll never wound me when I’m weak
This is war! We’ll fight until I rip you apart
My playful beasts are vigilant
It’s time to fight
Free and wild, my angels are hungry
I want to live, but die inside
Ardent child of pain and anxiety
Once defiled, I’m happy now to fight
There’s no place left to hide
I’ve seen the fears you’ve buried
I know it hurts inside
I’m in your purgatory
I ride my beasts into your night
Until I meet the dawn
My hungry angels give me sight
We fight until we’re done
I ride my beasts into your night
Until I meet the dawn
My hungry angels give me sight
We fight until we’re done
We fight until we’re done
Free and wild, my angels are hungry
I want to live, but die inside
Ardent child of pain and anxiety
Once defiled, I’m happy now to fight
I’m wild, my angels are hungry
I want to live, but die inside
Ardent child of pain and anxiety
Once defiled, I’m happy now to fight
I’m happy now to fight
I’m happy now to fight
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27. |
The Stoneshower
07:56
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I need a safe space to hide from the malevolence of the world
What you really need is to get the fuck up and fight
Get the fuck up
I’m here and I’m unashamed
To ask you how the fuck did you end up tamed
Is that a preference, a kink or game
Am I the only crazy one who doesn’t wanna be insane
Eyeless, heartless, there’s nothing like this
Infatuation with oppression points
You’ve chosen to be miserable so don’t misbehave
While I refuse to be a victim cuz I’m not a slave
Save all your sticks and stones
Cuz they will never cut me to the bone
I’ve chosen to be free
I’ll stand my ground on my own
Fuck yeah
I’ve seen the fallen, I’ve seen it all / high on each other’s tears
The dead and those who tried to crawl / plagued by the same despairs
Drown in your victimhood disease / an epidemic cult
Your virtues have you on your knees / confront or else get fucked
Time never spares no-one
In love with death, they’re dancing cheek by cheek
I’d rather stand alone
And find my strength when I’m weak
Save all your sticks and stones
Cuz they will never cut me to the bone
I’ve chosen to be free
I’ll stand my ground on my own
From Lilith all the way to Eve
I’ve walked through hell, don’t pull my sleeve
You suck at life, don’t play naïve
How dare you tell me how to live
Blood is red until we’re dead, but lies make you feel empowered
Microaggressions hint the truth, but you don’t joke unless your ass is covered
Entitled, you’ll keep falling back instead of moving forward
Life has no time to wipe your tears and no safe space for a coward
No safe space for a coward
Coward
No safe space for a coward
Coward
While your demons hide mine shall carry me to the light
I sit on their backs with eyes open wide
Though they’re devious, dark, and hideous, I will ride
They’re mine, all of them keep me alive inside
Time never spares no-one
In love with death, they’re dancing cheek by cheek
I’d rather stand alone
And find my strength when I’m weak
Save all your sticks and stones
Cuz they will never cut me to the bone
I’ve chosen to be free
I’ll stand my ground on my own
On my own
On my own
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28. |
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There’s no time but the present, right here, right now
I want you to caress me
And see your eye’s hungry glow
I’ll drink your sorrow straight away from your heart
I want you to be happy
I want you to be fixed and hot
Let the sun spin around the earth
And then return
We’re together
Now he’s gone
So we’re in the night alone
All the way till dawn
We’re safe at here
Let the time run and make things clear
We’ll be clever
Let us forget
When comes tomorrow’s sun
And when he shows the morning’s begun
Precious life! Your tides are too quick to hold
They still drive us higher
Now I know my past was cold
Never thought I was so blind to the world
Now everything differs
I’m fresh and I feel secure
Let the sun spin around the earth
And then return
We’re together
Now he’s gone
So we’re in the night alone
All the way till dawn
We’re safe at here
Let the time run and make things clear
We’ll be clever
Let us forget
When comes tomorrow’s sun
And when he shows the morning’s begun
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Catherine Corelli Jeffersonville, Kentucky
singer-songwriter, producer, painter. Russian born American southerner.
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