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1. |
Solari 40707
01:38
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2. |
Blue Grin
05:57
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Once more on a roll
I'm looking for something
Unable to waste
Always ready to taste
Too tired to be
Pathetically lonely
Too eager to get
An illusion of happiness
Once more I've got no home
And I'm looking for someone
To give me shelter and warmth
'Cause I'm cold to the bone
(Don't know what stops me roam)
Somewhere I belong
But that place is a secret
For everyone
And, alas, it's unknown to me
Again and again and again
You catch my wrist in your hand
Again and again and again
I grin a blue grin
'Cause you're deaf to my heart
You can't bother me less
Than you're meant to bother
I can't be what you want
Always pleasure and smile
(My temples ache when I try to fake)
I'm not going to change
That's not in my power
No matter for you
Or for anyone else to come
Why stopping me go
Why holding me tighter
(You can't take me the right way)
Why cling to my eyes
Why pretend you know me?
(You can't take me the right way)
To someone I belong
To the others I'm nothing
(You can't take me the right way)
I know you are not
What I want for myself this time
Again and again and again
You catch my wrist in your hand
Again and again and again
I grin a blue grin
'Cause I'm deaf to your heart
You're nothing special to me
No matter what you want
Like it or not
We're nothing but you and me
And it is clear we can't be
A melted we
Again and again and again
You catch my wrist in your hand
Again and again and again
I grin a blue grin
'Cause you're deaf to my heart
Again and again and again
(You're nothing special to me
No matter what you want
Like it or not)
You catch my wrist in your hand
Again and again and again
(We're nothing but you and me
And it is clear we can't be
A melted we)
I grin a blue grin
'Cause you're deaf to my heart
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3. |
I Tell You What
04:42
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I've got a new place for smoking
I've got a new bed to sleep
My new skirts are more provoking
My tights aren't cheap
New houses, new doors, and new windows
Are opening and closing for me
All for me
Just for me
They fling open
Got plenty of new streets to walk through
And a dozen of new shops at hand
New taxis, new drivers to talk to
But they don't understand
Why don't I remember the number
Of my house and the name of my lane
I tell you what I tell, I tell you what
You're worth living, but things I have are not
I tell you what I tell, I tell you what
There's nothing so constant, it chokes me like a slipknot
I'm changing my life for ages
I'm changing my place for years
The people around are strangers
The strangest are queers
They'll wither away, I guess, someday
But I don't care for them if you stay
Please, stay
I tell you what I tell, I tell you what
You're worth living, but things I have are not
I tell you what I tell, I tell you what
There's nothing so constant, it chokes me like a slipknot
I tell you what
Stay
I tell you what
Stay
I tell you what
Stay
I tell you what
Stay
All I've got dissolves the next day
What's to be done?
Don't know what's to come
Something new appears the next day
Everything ends
And yet I wish you could delay
I tell you what I tell, I tell you what
You're worth living, but things I have are not
I tell you what I tell, I tell you what
There's nothing so constant, it chokes me like a slipknot
All I've got dissolves the next day
What's to be done?
Don't know what's to come
Something new appears the next day
Everything ends
And yet I wish you could delay
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4. |
Fixing Kiss
04:47
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Woke up, shower, danced at the mirror
Soothed my breasts with aroma gel
Checked my feet for hair, midday nearer
I'm too nervous. Why the hell?
Kettle boiling, wardrobes wide open
Skirts and bras messed on the bed
Brake for a smoke
(Damn the lighter, it's broken)
Made an 'o', my lips pale red
My mascara's too old, too thick, fading
Eye-bags, shit! The cheek's skin dry
Spread some cream, my hot coffee waiting
Bread and butter, milk denied
Face toned, eye-lashes brushed, got the shivers
Rushing naked to and fro
I'm getting late, time checked when opening the front door
Each time we kiss
You fix me tenderly
Ultimately
Each time we kiss
You take me whole, and I'm safe
We get what we crave
Bus, tube, taxi, a smoke on the front seat
It started snowing, I take haste
Kneels got cold, I watch but cannot see
Through the window, all looks erased
Paid the taxi, got out
(It's so windy)
Someone calling on the phone
That's not you, and I keep repeating
Slipknot's "Circle" on my own
You're here, I know, you've waited for so long
I can feel your thoughts so near
In the crowd they taste like solo
Each and all of them I hear
A moment's search, and there I can see you
My glance is caught, our smiles cohere
I got late, but anyway now I am here
Each time we kiss
You fix me tenderly
Ultimately
Each time we kiss
You take me whole, and I'm safe
We get what we crave
Each time we kiss
You fix me tenderly
Ultimately
Each time we kiss
You take me whole, and I'm safe
We get what we crave
Every time we kiss it's like we're
Drunken of the sweetest wine
And the only reason why
Is I am yours, and you are mine
Every time we kiss it's like we're
Drunken of the sweetest wine
And the only reason why
Is I am yours, and you are mine
When we kiss
When we kiss
Each time we kiss
You fix me tenderly
Ultimately
Each time we kiss
You take me whole, and I'm safe
We get what we crave
Each time we kiss
You fix me tenderly
Ultimately
Each time we kiss
You take me whole, and I'm safe
We get what we crave
Each time we kiss
You take me whole, and I'm safe
Each time we kiss
You take me whole, and I'm safe
When we kiss
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5. |
Sort Out
03:55
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I open my eyes into the dark
Of a bleak night
I open the window
And enjoy the wind touching my cheeks
I bet it comes from afar
But I can't figure out from where
It comes with a secret message
That's dedicated only to me
Take haste
Sort out your life before erased
You know you have all the time
All the time till you die
It wipes the leaves off the ground
And deletes the clouds high above
It brushes the dust away
The dust of those are gone
It dries all my tears, but again
It keeps me weeping inside
It pats my heart with a chill
And then it whispers to me
Take haste
Sort out your life before erased
You know you have all the time
All the time till you die
Take haste
Sort out your life before erased
You know you have all the time
All the time till you die
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6. |
Omitted
04:04
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The day tastes like I can't fit it
And tells me I'm out of line
The things that I have permitted
(To you)
Are ignored, so I'm left behind
And I'll never ask you
Why couldn't we rhyme?
You're self-centered all the time
I've been wading through the night
Devious, waiting, I'm omitted, declined and denied
Why so timid, why so blind?
Got a suspect, got a feeling we never confide
You touch me like I'm contagious
Like I am a fragile vase
I wait for your kiss for ages
And stay awake just in case
I don't need to ask you
Why don't we rhyme
You're self-centered all the time
I've been wading through the night
Devious, waiting, I'm omitted, declined
Make me happy, be so kind
I crave your passion but you're making me lonely inside
Lying here
I feel omitted and cold
Don't you care
About me?
Aching here
I feel omitted and cold
I guess you don't ever care
So get omitted in return
I feel omitted and cold
I feel omitted and cold
I feel omitted and cold
I've been wading through the night
Devious, waiting, I'm omitted, declined and denied
Why so timid, why so blind?
Got a suspect, got a feeling we never confide
I've been wading through the night
Devious, waiting, I'm omitted, declined
Make me happy, be so kind
I crave your passion but you're making me lonely inside
I feel omitted
I feel omitted and cold
I feel omitted
I'll better get out for a smoke
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7. |
Home
05:59
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Late at night, I watch the cars
Quickly passing by
Several people on their way
Driving somewhere
Some are happy, some are not
Some are hollow
Some lost something they had got
Others seized something
Old and young, men and women
Quickly drive somewhere
To the silent horizon
Till they vanish
And the moment they are gone
I'll be thinking
All of them are going home
Each to his own home
I'm drained and so vacant now
I cannot explain it
My heart is so naked that
I feel it bleed
At once I am drained of life
I'm dying on my own
Can anyone save me here?
And tell me where's my home?
Precious life is what I've got
But still, it is of no good
Cause I don't belong to anywhere
To anything or anyone here
My precious soul is full of woe
Cause no-one equals to me
I've left my home once upon a long ago
And roam for centuries
Eyes and faces, smiles and tears
Quickly pass me by
To the silent horizon
Till they vanish
And the moment they are gone
I'll be thinking
All of them are going home
Each to his own home
I'm drained and so vacant now
I cannot explain it
My heart is so naked that
I feel it bleed
At once I am drained of life
I'm dying on my own
Can anyone save me here?
And tell me where's my home?
All I need and pray for
Is a little drop of power
To hold on my way
Day after day
O, my God, give me strength
To forgive my enemies
As you forgive me
Every day
I'll walk through the tempest now
(To my home)
And fight through the fire
(To my home)
I'll take every test you give
(To my home)
And carry on
Someday you will lay me down
(To my home)
You'll silence my heartbeat
(To my home)
And take me away from here
(To my home)
To my only home
I'll walk through the tempest now
And fight through the fire
(To my home)
I'll take every test you give
And carry on
(To my home)
Someday you will lay me down
You'll silence my heartbeat
(To my home)
And take me away from here
To my only home
(To my home)
All I need and pray for
Is a little drop of power
To hold on my way
Day after day
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8. |
Morning Dance
04:58
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You came in the morning
So young and fragile
All pretty and soaring
Like you were a child
So gently you smiled
You were twenty-seven
Not older, I guess
Your eyes were like heaven
No trace of a stress
Or unhappiness
You said 'Good morning, daughter
The sky is bright and clear
And I am glad we are here'
You said 'Good morning, daughter
You're safe 'cause I am near
And you've got nothing to fear'
Sunbeams fell
From high above
Birds flew around
When you danced in the light
You smiled tenderly and said
You never died
Fresh wind blew
The sea was blue
And calm as you
Laughed and danced in the light
Then gently you smiled and said
You never died
How come I think
You're no more among
The living? Sure you are
How come I think
You are gone and
We're no more to meet?
The rose's sweet odor
Melted with the breeze
It's taking me over
It brings me contentment and peace
We talk of the future
Enjoying the now
Our feelings are mutual
And I'm cured somehow
From every flaw
I said 'Good morning, mother
So glad to see you, dear
Don't vanish, don't disappear'
I said 'Good morning, mother
You're safe 'cause I am near
And you've got nothing to fear'
Sunbeams fell
From high above
Birds flew around
When you danced in the light
You smiled tenderly and said
You never died
Fresh wind blew
The sea was blue
And calm as you
Laughed and danced in the light
Then gently you smiled and said
You never died
You're so beautiful and young
Dancing in the sun
And the sweetest day had just begun
There's a lot to be done
How come I think
You're no more among
The living? Sure you are
How come I think
You are gone and
We're no more to meet?
Sunbeams fell
From high above
Birds flew around
When you danced in the light
You smiled tenderly and said
You never died
Fresh wind blew
The sea was blue
And calm as you
Laughed and danced in the light
Then gently you smiled and said
You never died
You never died
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9. |
I'll Never Come
04:23
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Open your eyes
You were always deaf and blind to me
Open your mind
Spin it around to find the truth
Before you leave without a trace
I'm everything you'll never be
That's not my fault you cannot see
That face to face we haven't got a thing to say
You call me
But I'll never ever come
You call me
Cuz I don't know where I belong
Don't ask me why
I bury our future with my past
Don't ask me how
I manage not to bitch about everything
We wanted and thought we'll reach
Though we could but never will
You're everything I'll never be
That's not your fault I cannot see
That face to face we haven't got a thing to say
You call me
(You call me back)
But I'll never ever come
(You call me back)
You call me
(You call me back)
Cuz I don't know where I belong
You call me
(You call me back)
But I'll never ever come
(You call me back)
You call me
(You call me back)
Cuz I don't know where I belong
What do you say?
(What do you say?)
I bet I cannot hear you
Through the cold, I'm vacant in my misery
I don't know
(I don't know)
Whatever you're expecting
I'm so scared I'm scarcely me
Yet I can feel
You call me
(Don't)
You call me
(Don't)
You call me
(Don't)
You call me
(Don't, don't)
(Don't, don't, don't call me, don't, don't)
You call me
(You call me again)
But I'll never ever come
You call me
(You call me again)
Cuz I don't know where I belong
You call me
(You call me again)
But I'll never ever come
You call me
(You call me again and again)
Cuz I don't know where I belong
You call me
(Don't call me again)
You call me
(Don't call me again)
You call me
(Don't call me again)
But I'll never ever come
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Sky-Lit Eyelids
05:25
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Your features are blue
My nerves are on end
No need to lie, no chance to pretend
Try finding a clue
To what's never said
Why don't you ever bother?
You've tried someone else
But now you taste me
Is that the taste of our destiny?
Through every word
By every move
I'm asking, "Do you need me?"
Here's the Fall
Coming from nowhere
Breathing close when I fall
Into the nowhere
Of your warming embrace
Into the bitter lack
Of you, so the cold wind throws
Rain in my face
You're breathing me in
I'm breathing you out
Each glance is so extremely loud
The warmth is so thin
My tears start to shout
When unreleased they're buried
Somewhere in the deep
We strive to cohere
We're getting closer, we're getting near
Through every wish
By every will
Yet I'm unsure you bother
Here's the Fall
Coming from nowhere
Breathing close when I fall
Into the nowhere
Of your chilling embrace
Into the bitter lack
Of you. So the cold wind throws
Rain in my face
My eyelids
Are sky-lit
I start to roam
When alone
You caught hold
Of my world
Through the cold
I start to roam (Cold) I start to roam (Cold)
I start to roam (Cold)
I start to roam (Cold) I start to roam (Cold)
When I'm alone
Here's the Fall
Coming from nowhere
Breathing close when I fall
Into the nowhere
Of your chilling embrace
Into the bitter lack
Of you, so the cold wind throws
Rain in my face
Here's the Fall
Bringing us somewhere
We are one when we fall
Into the magic
Of the gloaming we share
Into a curing tide
Where nothing else matters
But we in the glare
Of love
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11. |
Don't Bother
03:35
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I don't bother if you're normal
You don't bother if I'm straight
Don't bother if I sleep with another
Cuz I don't bother if you wait
You don't bother if I blame you
I don't bother if you sin
You don't bother if I save you
From an itch under your skin
All my words will never tell you
How I feel and taste this time
Lately, everything is changing,
Lately, I am nothing like me
Lately, I wish you would bother
Just a little bother for me
You don't bother if I'm no houri
I don't bother if you ain't dyke
You don't bother if I don't hurry
To be the only one you'll like
But when your heart is sick with illness
And when I get a little queer
Why don't bother 'bout me feelings
When our lips are getting near?
Getting near
Getting nearer
Lately, everything is changing
Lately, I am nothing like me
Lately, I wish you would bother
Just a little bother for me
Something's happened, something's wrong this day
Cuz I know I will bother if you don't stay
Something differs, and no longer I'm the same
It feels like I'm slightly mad and you're gone insane
I begin to bother if you're normal
You begin to bother if I'm straight
Now I bother if you sleep with another
Cuz only for your touch I wait
Suddenly you bother if I'm a houri
Suddenly I bother if you're a dyke
And all of a sudden I'm in a hurry
To be the only one you'll like
I don't bother if we get nearer
Lately, everything is changing
Lately, I am nothing like me
Lately, I wish you would bother
Just a little bother for me
Lately, everything is changing
Lately, I am nothing like me
Lately, I wish you would bother
Just a little bother for me
You don't bother if we get nearer
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12. |
Jennifer & Jane
03:16
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Where is Jane?
Head among the buttercups
Walking by the stream
Head among the buttercups
Where is Jane?
Walking with her dame
Lost in a dream
Lost among the buttercups
What has she got
In that curly brown head?
Wonderful thoughts that can never be said
What has she got
In that firm little fist of hers?
Somebody's hand and it feels like Jennifer's
Unhappily
In the end of the day
A couple of bastards stepped
Into their way
Wanted to fuck them
And when the girls refused the screw
They've beaten them down
And raped them hard upon the ground
Just resist, hold on, survive
You must resist, got to survive
Just resist, hold on, survive
You must resist, got to survive
You've gotta get up
(Resist)
You've gotta get up
(Hold on)
You've gotta get up
(Survive)
You've gotta get up
(Get up)
Where is Jane?
Close to her dame
Brown head, gold head
Bleeding in the buttercups
But once again
Jennifer and Jane
Will walk around, hand in hand
In and out the buttercups
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13. |
I'm Silk
04:43
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I can never emulate
That I'm in love when I hate
And I'm not goin' to give you hope
Because you really miss
I know you wanna suck my face
And I know you wanna suck my soul
But I won't let you just in case
You strive to get me whole
It's time to save me from your sins
And I swear I'll save you from mine
When love is gone the hurt begins
Our eyes will never ever rhyme
So call it luck or call it fate
It's neither early nor too late
To let go of everything we had
Forget me, we're no longer mad
Don't breathe on my hair 'cause I turn to silk
Don't breath on my neck 'cause I turn to milk
Don't breath on my cheeks 'cause I'll melt like wax
Don't breathe on my feet 'cause I'll collapse
Fading in and out
You will never make me doubt
I'm not the one for you
I know for sure it's true
Memories disappear
With my whisper that you hear
I'll fade into the dark
And gently slip away
I'm silk
You'll never see me anymore
And never touch me like before
You'll never ever find a way
To trace me through the wind
It's time to save you from my charms
It's time to leave, time to unlock our arms
Time to forget, time for a rush
Time to wake up, time for a push
Don't breathe on my hair 'cause I turn to silk
Don't breath on my neck 'cause I turn to milk
Don't breath on my cheeks 'cause I'll melt like wax
Don't breathe on my feet 'cause I'll collapse
Fading in and out
You will never make me doubt
I'm not the one for you
I know for sure it's true
Memories disappear
With my whisper that you hear
I'll fade into the dark
And gently slip away
I'm silk
Fading in and out
You will never make me doubt
I'm not the one for you
I know for sure it's true
Memories disappear
With my whisper that you hear
I'll fade into the dark
And gently slip away
I'm silk
Don't breathe on my hair 'cause I turn to silk
Don't breath on my neck 'cause I turn to milk
Don't breath on my cheeks 'cause I'll melt like wax
Don't breathe on my feet 'cause I'll collapse
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14. |
It's a Pity
05:41
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Your lack of hope
Is my heart annihilation
A lack of pain
Is not the thing I feel
You try to be
But stay the one you were before me
And finally
I can hardly take it all
I can't escape it
Can't run away
I'm so happy that I can love, but sometimes
It's a pity I do
I've grown unguarded
I've grown so weak
There is no-one to save me from
The ache that eats me
No-one ever could save you, my love
No lack of dope
The endorphin is overwhelming us
But my tears get thicker
And thicker when the chill takes me over
I try to go away but stay
I try to be
But something rips your heart to pieces
(I feel the same)
And finally
You can hardly take it all
I can't escape it
Can't run away
I'm so happy that I can love, but sometimes
It's a pity I do
I've grown unguarded
I've grown so weak
There is no-one to save me from
The ache that eats me
No-one ever could save you, my love
Losing control
Losing numbness
Off guard, feeling
Love is a pain-bringer
Getting weaker
Getting stronger
Giving, living
Love is a painkiller
I can't escape it
Can't run away
I'm so happy that I can love, but sometimes
It's a pity I do
I've grown unguarded
I've grown so weak
There is no-one to save me from
The ache that eats me
No-one ever could, save you, my love
Getting weaker
Getting stronger
(No-one ever could save you, my love)
Getting nearer
Getting stronger
(No-one ever could save you, my love)
My love
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15. |
Sort Out (Acoustic)
03:33
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I open my eyes into the dark
Of a bleak night
I open the window
And enjoy the wind touching my cheeks
I bet it comes from afar
But I can't figure out from where
It comes with a secret message
That's dedicated only to me
Take haste
Sort out your life before erased
You know you have all the time
All the time till you die
It wipes the leaves off the ground
And deletes the clouds high above
It brushes the dust away
The dust of those are gone
It dries all my tears, but again
It keeps me weeping inside
It pats my heart with a chill
And then it whispers to me
Take haste
Sort out your life before erased
You know you have all the time
All the time till you die
Take haste
Sort out your life before erased
You know you have all the time
All the time till you die
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Catherine Corelli Jeffersonville, Kentucky
singer-songwriter, producer, painter. Russian born American southerner.
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