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Killed Alive (Classic)

by Catherine Corelli

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1.
Endless 08:31
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Vamos a cantar, chicas, ahora tenemos una fiesta grande Here we go again motherfucker Hey! I need more vodka! More vodka for ladies! Garçon What the fuck are you living for What the fuck are you living for One, two, three, go The second is pure and the minute perverse Isn't it high time to utter a curse Better than nothing, yet growing worse Each flaw is malicious and full of remorse Staples are fake, but the wounds are real Isn't it high time to cut the deal It's better than nothing. What else can you do Each motherfucker is a human and you're a human too Shame! Provokes stagnation Pain! Means emanation Everyone comes here to consume and live But nobody wants to go when it's high time to leave Heartless fuck the eyeless The deaf don't hear They just make-believe Soulless rule the dumb and the vacant The faceless run the emptiness The numb don't feel, they are the liars This is the world that we'll never save An endless way to a grave You're so perfect, yet incomplete What makes you struggle that makes you bleed You're the whole save everything outside It makes you full-colored between black and white You're flesh and bones, you're lust and fear It will always remain until you disappear You're better than nothing. The fact is sad but true Each motherfucker is a human and you're a human too Shame! Provokes stagnation Pain! Means emanation Everyone comes here to consume and live But nobody wants to go when it's high time to leave The day is here, but the years are gone Each month with yourself is a century alone Your antics are common, your age is real Isn't it high time to cut the deal Sooner or later you'll understand Life is a gift but on the other hand It doesn't worth living if it runs ahead It's a curse when it kills and you know you are dead Heartless fuck the eyeless The deaf don't hear They just make-believe Soulless rule the dumb and the vacant The faceless run the emptiness The numb don't feel, they are the liars This is the world that we'll never save An endless way to a grave Carnal cruelty Rules the human world for ages Legal violence Evil, greed, and sin Nothing's gonna change Lest the pain becomes a lesson Bastards always need Idiots to rule Shame! Provokes stagnation Pain! Means emanation Everyone comes here to consume and live But nobody wants to go when it's high time to leave Heartless fuck the eyeless The deaf don't hear They just make-believe Soulless rule the dumb and the vacant The faceless run the emptiness The numb don't feel, they are the liars This is the world that we'll never save An endless way to a grave Pain! Pain! Pain! Pain Pain! Makes the order Pain! Makes the order Pain! Makes the order Pain! Makes the order Pain
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Sick 05:26
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Sick Sick Sick Sick What have I shown What have I done Coming undone Staying alone Wiping the skin Till I'm getting thin The sickness grows thicker And I'm not the winner Don't argue! We always have to pay Don't argue! We always have to pay Get home to heaven and if the price is too high Then we`ll suffer and something must die After all... There will come soft rains After all... There will come new pains And in the end, all the disasters stay With the love to remain I've got nothing to do But struggle through every day And fight for a new I can't leave anything behind Can't throw it away Can't stop it, can't delay Say Sold out by god I cannot be bought I've no right to rot Want it or not And I dunno why There's no life in my eye The sickness comes nearer Yet I'm not the winner Don't argue! We always have to pay Don't argue! We always have to pay Get home to heaven and if the price is too high Then we`ll suffer and something must die After all... There will come soft rains After all... There will come new pains And in the end, all the disasters stay With the love to remain I've got nothing to do But struggle through every day And fight for a new I can't leave anything behind Can't throw it away Can't stop it, can't delay Cannot erase Can't be erased Cannot erase Can't be erased Where the hell am I going tonight I'm the one you cannot scan because you're mortally blind Take me, hate me, but anyway you know you can't believe me Can't reshape the truth for you, can't make it a lie Who am I? 10.000 faces in a syllable What the fuck is different if it's no kinda miracle Drastically sordid I'm much more thirsty than ever There's no comfort in anything that sounds like 'never say never' I've got nothing to do But struggle through every day And fight for a new I can't leave anything behind Can't throw it away Can't stop it, can't delay Sick I've gotta struggle through every day Sick I've gotta feeling I'm fading away Sick I've gotta struggle through every day Sick I've gotta feeling I'm fading away
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Black Bite 04:06
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Bleak, black, broken, blind I’m tattered and torn with your tongue The remedy’s unknown ‘Cause I can't forget what crashed my every bone Got nothing to cling to, got nothing to hold on Severity's an itch that keeps me out of the ditch Shit! I’m spineless and here on the road fucking alone Bleak, black, broken, blind I'm tattered and torn with your tongue Bleak, black, broken, blind I'm tattered and torn with your tongue Bleak, black, broken, blind I'm tattered and torn with your tongue Bleak, black, broken, blind I’m tattered and torn Somebody, give me the answer How the fuck am I gonna keep myself upright ‘Twas a black bite when we touched When we started the hell Don't tell me you never knew we're decadent Too dark to let go, too close to loose, to say ‘no’ Your kiss and your push and your fuck So weird and so malevolent I obeyed When you caught hold of me Though afraid Oh, god, I like it I can’t wait Lust-lit anatomy Till it’s late To dare to hate you You stamped me flat and pushed me down Caught hold of me without a sound Now after all dumb and numb like I'm a damaged doll I’m scarcely able to crawl Scattered around I'm spattered with your poisoned cum So I lie weeping aloud I fucking know that it's my fault And though I'm scared and scarred again I melt with you Seems like I’m always ready to be caught You keep me high till I die Till you're not lost, till you're mine, I feed your lust Bleak, black, broken, blind I'm tattered and torn with your tongue Bleak, black, broken, blind I'm tattered and torn with your tongue Bleak, black, broken, blind I'm tattered and torn with your tongue Bleak, black, broken, blind I’m tattered and torn I obeyed When you caught hold of me Though afraid Oh, god, I like it I can’t wait Lust-lit anatomy Till it’s late To dare to hate you Without you, I’m aching Quench my pain Take me whole, you’re making Me feel tamed Be sure I can take it You’re my prey We’re so linked we’ve only Gotta stay I know you need me whole from coast to coast And as for me now I see that you’re the one I want the most Cling to me! I’m your only life Die for me! You’re my single life Will you make me high till I die? Cling to me Will you make me high till I die? I'm your only life Will you make me high till I die? Die for me Will you make me high till I die? You're my single life My only life My only life My only life My only life Bleak, black, broken, blind Bleak, black, broken, blind Bleak, black, broken, blind I’m tattered and torn! I obeyed When you caught hold of me Though afraid Oh, god, I like it I can’t wait Lust-lit anatomy Till it’s late To dare to hate you Will you make me high till I die Blackened with your bite Will you make me high till I die A dark end starts now Will you make me high till I die Turn off my fright Will you make me high till I die Tattered with my light
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Stealth Core 05:31
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Don't get close Don't get close Don't get close Don't get close Tell me a pretty fairytale Make me believe it Let us pretend that There is no force ten gale Make me believe it Tell me a gentle little lie Hope I will take it Let us pretend that You dunno who am I Let it be sated I've gotta fuckin' gun against my head And if I try to evade then you'll shoot me dead You put my face in a fucking beehive You gimme a stab in the back, but still, I'm alive Nothing really matters Anymore Take my skin but don't touch My stealth core Don't get close Don't get close Don't get close Don't get close Tell me I'm awake Pinch my wrist I can't believe it Let us pretend that I'm not thalidomide Make me believe it Waiting, finding Seizing, losing, loving I'm always hoping, fighting Wasting and candidly hating I've gotta fuckin' gun against my head And if I try to evade then you'll shoot me dead You put my face in a fucking beehive You gimme a stab in the back, but still, I'm alive Nothing really matters Anymore Take my skin but don't touch My stealth core Made transparent I stay unidentified Impassible A cynic anonymous Made translucent I'm growing inadequate Impossible Malevolent weirdo I stagger and totter, take oath and sway Don't get close! I'm outta my way I wade through the mud, through the human clay Don't get close! I've got nothing to say I'm soft and polite till you classify me Don't get close! Don't bother me I'm politically correct, till I really can’t be And then I will rise immediately I've gotta fuckin' gun against my head And if I try to evade then you'll shoot me dead You put my face in a fucking beehive You gimme a stab in the back, but still, I'm alive Don't get close! Do you see me Don't get close! Do you hear me Don't get close! Do you understand me I'm explosive cuz I've got a fuckin' bomb in me Nothing really matters Anymore Take my skin but don`t touch My stealth core Let us pretend! You never told me a lie Let us pretend! I'm not condemned to die Let us pretend! That life is not a shit Let us pretend! We are happy indeed Let us pretend! You never told me a lie Let us pretend! I'm not condemned to die Let us pretend! That life is not a shit Let us pretend! We are happy indeed Don't get close! I'm outta my way Don't get close! I've got nothing to say Don't get close! Don't bother me I'm gonna spit at your face when you crucify me
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Scarlet Dawn 03:47
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There's so much love to love And too much hate to hate I'm tied and buried in this stuff Among everything I've made I cling to things I'm fond of But barely they appear to be Forbidden and not good enough For anyone to see But I will never mind What you feel at the moment I'll fight with eyes open wide You can never take my soul away from me First, you bite at me then try to drag me down I feel the coming of my darkest dusk that brings the scarlet dawn Then you'll suck my blood and tear my heart away And when you kill me dead I'll hear you say 'We love you so much that we beg you to stay!' To stay Millstones upon my breast And windshields on my eyes I catch some hope and try my best To struggle forward till it dies I know I've gotta take the fucking test And lose myself in ugly lies Please let me take your bullets in the chest I wanna see your eyes You'll never make me blind I'm gonna laugh when you try to I'll fight with eyes open wide You can never take my soul away from me First, you bite at me then try to drag me down I feel the coming of my darkest dusk that brings the scarlet dawn Then you'll suck my blood and tear my heart away And when you kill me dead I'll hear you say 'We love you so much that we beg you to stay!' You'll keep fucking and cursing While I suffer and bleed I won't ask you for mercy I won't lay at your feet First, you bite at me then try to drag me down I feel the coming of my darkest dusk that brings the scarlet dawn Then you'll suck my blood and tear my heart away And when you kill me dead I'll hear you say 'We love you so much that we beg you to stay!' This darkest dusk starts the bloody rehearsal The scarlet dawn runs the deadly show This darkest dusk starts the final rehearsal The scarlet dawn runs my final show Show My final show
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Killed Alive 03:56
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I wanted to Find someone in this world Worth my sincerity I wanted to Love someone in this world And I gave him all of me Just won't you fuck away from me I never ever thought I'd come to this Just won't you fuck away from me I don't believe in love anymore I wanted to Give all my purity All my warmth and faith to him I wanted to But all was a mistake 'Cuz he used me like a whore Just won't you fuck away from me I never ever thought I'd come to this Just won't you fuck away from me I don't believe in love anymore You've made me suffer from jealousy You've made me struggle through calamity You've fucked my innocence and purity You've broken my heart and killed my love in me I'll never trust you Just won't you fuck away from me I never ever thought I'd come to this Just won't you fuck away from me I don't believe in love anymore Just won't you fuck away from me Just won't you fuck off Just won't you fuck off Just won't you fuck away from me Just won't you fuck off Just won't you fuck off
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Silent Glance 02:34
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98.96 04:10
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I'm faceless The masks I wear wear me till I am worn off I'm ageless My longest hours lull me till I'm dead I'm empty The noisy silence comes with no permission I'm ugly My beauty's gone to save the world from me I am everywhere Losing myself cuz I'm nowhere I am everything Hating myself cuz I'm nothing I can't disappear Listen to me, I'm deep in your ear I can't reappear I am gone, yet I am here Shit! I'm here with you all 98.96 I just do what I must do 98.96 I creep around and crawl within 98.96 I've quite forgotten who I have been 98.96 I'm nameless Cuz when you give me names I feel divided I'm breathless I can inhale you, but I can't exhale I'm sexless All my desires never fit my body I'm senseless I've switched places with my shadows then switched off I am everywhere Losing myself cuz I'm nowhere I am everything Hating myself cuz I'm nothing I can't disappear Listen to me, I'm deep in your ear I can't reappear And if I die I'll still be here I keep on loosing my CMYK And yet I can't leave the firing range The outline loses its curves Nods remain, but they never join again They're dragged and pushed apart Stopping and dropping and rolling about They fall like raindrops and hit the dust First, come those who I loved the most I'm no longer stable I'm unable! I'm unable Now I'm just a number When I'll be over then I'll be sober Typical shapes, typical forms Typical bodies, typical worms Common places and common styles Common embraces and common lies Insipid versions of insipid plays Insipid fuckers on insipid ways Banal hearts and banal eyes Banal deaths for banal lives I am everywhere Losing myself cuz I'm nowhere I am everything Hating myself cuz I'm nothing I can't disappear Listen to me, I'm deep in your ear I can't reappear I am dead, yet I am here I am everywhere Losing myself cuz I'm nowhere I am everything Hating myself cuz I'm nothing I can't disappear Listen to me, I'm deep in your ear I can't reappear I am dead, yet I am here Shit! I'm here with you all I'm 98.96 I just do what I must do I'm 98.96 I creep around and crawl within I'm 98.96 I've quite forgotten who I have been I'm 98.96
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Septic 04:41
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Don't want tomorrow to come I'm crooked and wrecked like none of you I torture myself like you'd never do Don't need you, so don't need me I'm an evil sonic summary of what you'll never be When you lose you'll know what you've had When you lose you'll know what you've had A lack of you is my precious luck A morbid path is the way you walk You covet pleasure, you fuck and kill each other You're best before the best part of you is over We always kill truth In the name of lie First, we ruin all Then we question why We turn off the lights 'Cuz we are septic We rape our hearts And pretend we live We're always ready to take Bot got nothing to give We're greedy and rotten and cruel 'Cuz we are septic No cure... No cure No heal... No heal Not pure... Not pure Don't feel... Don't feel My heaven is burned down, my hell is here I'm pushed from the front back to the rear The stink of hypocrisy hangs in the air I am the miasmic shadow of what you can't bear You always exist, but you never live You always exist, but you never live My past is bullshit, my present is worst My future is death, I'm already dead to most Stripped and defenseless I gave you all I could You ate my giving hand, my flesh and bones, I'm one big wound I don't like the game I play But in the end, I'll finish you anyway We always kill truth In the name of lie First, we ruin all Then we question why We turn off the lights 'Cuz we are septic We rape our hearts And pretend we live We're always ready to take Bot got nothing to give We're greedy and rotten and cruel 'Cuz we are septic Don't want tomorrow to come It kills my dreams and leaves me alone I can't make the world better cuz I am untrue So I become a fuckin loser, cuz it's better for you Don't need your fucking pleasures, they are nothing to me They make me minuscule, they multiply my dark vacancy Ogled and ridiculed I've got my only last will Please turn me into a Babydoll, I don't wanna feel We always kill truth In the name of lie First, we ruin all Then we question why We turn off the light 'Cuz we are septic We rape our hearts And pretend we live We're always ready to take Bot got nothing to give We're greedy and rotten and cruel Cuz we are septic We always kill truth In the name of lie First, we ruin all Then we question why We turn off the light Cuz we are septic We rape our hearts And pretend we live We're always ready to take Bot got nothing to give We're greedy and rotten and cruel Cuz we are septic No cure... When you lose you'll know what you've had No heal... When you lose you'll know what you've had Not pure... When you lose you'll know what you've had Don't feel... When you lose you'll know what you've had I don't like the game I play But in the end, I'll finish you anyway Septic!!! I don't like the game I play, But in the end, I'll finish you anyway Septic, septic, septic
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Lewd 06:10
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Towering, astounding There's a bug in the construct Sift through stone to meet it again Lo-end distorted molecules It's soothing and dead There's a nail in the palm Stapled and shut, trampled and caught A blind onslaught Flaking and faking There's a knife in the stomach It overwhelms Giddiness is palpable 16-bit corrosion There's a rocket to get high A sub-machine gun To fix a craving body Wild and soothing Ignited, impatient, completely unsheathed An obsession you cannot escape Once you taste it And let it get into your craving inside You'll be waiting and begging for more Do you want an invasion? Yes Do you wanna be breached? Yes The shape is so perfect There's a frame with no window The elect always suffer A carnal exploitation Bat around, but don't touch There's a cave with no gap Pitched into circumstances Pretending to be bended Hotter and hotter There's a sea with no water Wetter and wetter Drown in holy water Sure, you wanted it all Horsemen rose up their spears It's the chase you provoked You run, but you wanna be caught Wild and soothing Ignited, impatient, completely unsheathed An obsession you cannot escape Once you taste it And let it get into your craving inside You'll be waiting and begging for more Shoot me down Don't wait, don't wait, just do it fucking right now With your warm gun Don't wait, don't wait, just do it fucking right now You can't lie to yourself for so long You can't play that self-destructive solo It's too indispensable to be thrown away It blows you up and leaves you one single way That's only you, not someone else You're just nature, a human in distress Overwhelmed and running wild Hot concupiscence on your mind Do you want an invasion? Yes Do you wanna be breached? Yes Wild and soothing Take it now, it's right in front of you Ignited, impatient, completely unsheathed It's waiting for you An obsession you cannot escape You never wanted to and sure you'll never will Once you taste it They're the sweetest secs if you know what I mean And let it get into your craving inside You want it there You'll be waiting and begging for more That's what you really want, that's what you really need All you need is a screw All you need is a screw All you need is a screw All you need is a screw Call it wrong and immoral Call it shameful and lewd Once you taste it you'll love it And keep begging for more
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X10-Dead 05:42
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It's an endless war Get down to me, I'll fall in front of you Get up to me, I'll stand in front of you Never coveted a thing like this But you were making me believe in you and now you miss 10 hundred times split personalities 10 thousand lives past one to know what it is 10 billion scars to understand what you mean And now I'm here to ask you why things are not what they seem Extended abilities Require more responsibilities Extended knowledge, extended pain No right to fall, to turn back, because it's just the same I've got no choice, but you My present, past and future are askew I serve your holy will I do the best I can So don't make me more human than I am I hope my music swings So don't cut my silver wings Sometimes I see things that I must not hear Sometimes I smell things that must not be here And every time I track it down I'm sure You're right behind my back to make it clear, then make it obscure 10 hundred times I could be out of turn 10 thousand places to which I can't return 10 billion apples, all forbidden fruit To understand when I can love and when I must persecute I've got no choice, but you My present, past and future are askew I serve your holy will I do the best I can So don't make me more human than I am I know my music swings So don't cut my silver wings Can you show me your sacred plan I wanna know! I wanna know May I do a little more than I can I wanna try! I wanna try Will you always watch me from above? For 10 billion years Will you always leave me homesick? For 10 billion years I can walk only forward and I can't hesitate I can't fear, can't be a coward, I've got no right to hate Gimme power to hold on to the end of time Gimme strength to worship to the end of time Never thought that I'd go this far Each second final, each eternal like an endless war It's an endless war It's an endless war It's an endless war Extended abilities Require more responsibilities Extended knowledge, extended pain No right to fall, to turn back, because it's just the same I've got no choice, but you My present, past and future are askew I serve your holy will I do the best I can So don't make me more human than I am I hope my music swings So don't cut my silver wings I've got no choice, but you My present, past and future are askew I serve your holy will I do the best I can So don't make me more human than I am I know my music swings So don't cut my silver wings Can you show me your sacred plan I wanna know! I wanna know May I do a little more than I can I wanna try! I wanna try It's an endless war It's an endless war
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Frail Virtue 05:37
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When you wish upon your star When you drop it in a wishing well Keep on believing that your dreams will once come true Keep on thinking every star falls for you You want it You need it You hear it You see it It hurts you It warms you It burns you It throws you Down to the slime of your reality It brings you right to the edge of your fragile sanity It makes you wade into calamity It gives you life but dazzles you with its clarity You'll waste your sweetest years Hunting a shadow of your dream You're the phantom you see When once you feel it near You'll know you've lost all of your purity Watch yourself now Who are you now It's a torture to live When there's no belief Now you watch the silent sky And wait for something as the years run by Somewhere a little girl looks for a star that you knew Sighing with a wind eyes that girl is you It finds you It binds you Refines you Sublimes you It drains you It tames you Escapes you And slays you Crawl through to the mud of your reality Come on! Fly to the edge of your fragile sanity The more you strive the more you wade into calamity The more you live the more you run out of guarantee I'm lovin' it Did you expect such an agony What do you want What do you want Did you suspect such an irony What do you want What do you want Once you fall down the rabbit hole You'll never forget You'll never forget All your lifelong you're on a roll You'll never forget You'll never forget What the fuck are you living for What do you get What do you get You won't find a reason anymore What do you get What do you get Dying every day is a hidden law Everything ends Everything ends The higher you fly, the deeper you fall Everything ends Everything ends You'll waste your sweetest years Hunting a shadow of your dream You're the phantom you see When once you feel it near You'll know you've lost all of your purity 12, 11, 10 Kill your dreams and then 9, 8, 7 Wish you'll get straight to heaven 6, 5, 4 You won't be alive anymore 3, 2, 1 Zero! Time to be gone Die Die

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This is the original version of the Killed Alive album, as it was recorded and produced in 2010. It was polished up, re-mixed, and mastered yet again in 2020.

It was originally conceived as a blend of nu-metal and hardcore with a fair amount of death metal body of work but because its production was strictly confined to electronic synthesizers, I would speculate that it rather fits the electronic metal/electronicore label.

This special release on Bandcamp features exclusive bonus photos: the original "eye" cover art from 2010, two cover art pictures from 2016 (both using photos from 2013), and two photos from club Alcatraz during the performance of Killed Alive album songs.

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released July 22, 2020

Catherine Corelli - music & lyrics, programming, vocals, mixing, mastering.

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Catherine Corelli Jeffersonville, Kentucky

singer-songwriter, producer, painter. Russian born American southerner.

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