Killed Alive

by Catherine Corelli

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released June 16, 2010

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Catherine Corelli New York, New York

Catherine Alice Corelli (aka Cat Corelli) (born August 8th, 1987) is an American musician, singer songwriter and composer best known for her work on the self-titled Corelli project and not as much for I Alice which has been a relatively recent and new beginning. ... more

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Track Name: Endless
Vamos a cantar, Chicas, Ahora tenemos una fiesta grande

Here we go again motherfucker...
Hey! I need more vodka! More vodka for ladies! Garcon!

What the fuck are you living for?
What the fuck are you living for???

One, two, three, GO!

The second is pure and the minute perverse,
Isn't it high time to utter a curse?
Better than nothing, yet growing worse,
Each flaw is malicious and full of remorse.
Staples are fake, but the wounds are real.
Isn't it high time to cut the deal?
It's better than nothing. What else can you do?
Each motherfucker is a human and you're a human too.

(Shame!) Provokes stagnation.
(Pain!) means emanation.
Everyone comes here to consume and live,
But nobody wants to go when it's high time to leave.

Heartless fuck the eyeless,
The deaf don't hear,
They just make believe...
Soulless rule the dumb and the vacant.
Facelesses run the emptiness,
The numb don't feel, they are the liars.
This is the world that we'll never save,
An endless way to a grave.

You're so perfect, yet incomplete,
What makes you struggle that makes you bleed.
You're the whole save everything outside,
It makes you full coloured between black and white.
You're flesh and bones, you're lust and fear,
It will always remain until you disappear.
You're better than nothing. The fact is sad, but true:
Each motherfucker is a human and you're a human too.

(Shame!) Provokes stagnation.
(Pain!) means emanation.
Everyone comes here to consume and live,
But nobody wants to go when it's high time to leave.

The day is here, but the years are gone:
Each month with yourself is a century alone.
Your antics are common, your age is real.
Isn't it high time to cut the deal?
Sooner or later you'll understand -
Life is a gift, but on the other hand
It doesn't worth livigtng if it runs ahead,
It's a curse when it kills and
you know you are dead.

Heartless fuck the eyeless,
The deaf don't hear,
They just make believe...
Soulless rule the dumb and the vacant.
Facelesses run the emptiness,
The numb don't feel,they are the liars.
This is the world that we'll never save,
An endless way to a grave.

Carnal cruelty
Rules the human world for ages.
Legal violence,
Evil, greed and sin.

Nothing's gonna change
Lest the pain becomes a lesson.
Bastards always need
Idiots to rule.

(Shame!) Provokes stagnation.
(Pain!) means emanation.
Everyone comes here to consume and live,
But nobody wants to go when it's high time to leave.

Heartless fuck the eyeless,
The deaf don't hear,
They just make believe...
Soulless rule the dumb and the vacant.
Facelesses run the emptiness,
The numb don't feel,they are the liars.
This is the world that we'll never save,
An endless way to a grave.

Pain! Pain! Pain! Pain!
Pain! Makes the order!
Pain! Makes the order!
Pain! Makes the order!
Pain! Makes the order!
Pain!!!
Track Name: Sick
Sick...
Sick...
Sick...
Sick...

What have I shown,
what have I done?
Coming undone,
staying alone.

Wiping the skin
till i'm getting thin.
The sickness grows thicker
and i'm not the winner.

(Don't argue!) We always have to pay...
(Don't argue!) We always have to pay...
(Get home to heaven) And if the price is to high
then we`ll suffer and something must die.

(After all) There will come soft rains,
(After all) There will come new pains.
(And in the end) All the disasters stay
With the love to remain.

I've got nothing to do
but struggle through every day
and fight for a new.
I can't leave anything behind,
can't throw it away,
can't stop it, can't delay.

(Say...)


Sold out by god
I cannot be bought.
I've no right to rot
want it or not.

And I dunno why
There's no life in my eye.
The sickness comes nearer,
Yet i'm not the winner.

(Don't argue!) We always have to pay...
(Don't argue!) We always have to pay...
(Get home to heaven) And if the price is to high
then we`ll suffer and something must die.

(After all) There will come soft rains,
(After all) There will come new pains.
(And in the end) All the disasters stay
With the love to remain.

I've got nothing to do
but struggle through every day
and fight for a new.
I can't leave anything behind,
can't throw it away,
can't stop it, can't delay.

Cannot erase...
can't be erased...
Cannot erase...
can't be erased...

Where the hell am I going tonight?
I'm the one you cannot scan because you're mortally blind.
Take me, hate me, but anyway you know you can't believe me,
Can't reshape the truth for you, can't make it a lie.

Who am I? 10.000 faces in a syllable.
What the fuck is different if it's no kinda miracle!?
Drastically sordid i'm much more thirsty than ever,
there's no comfort in anything that sounds like 'never say never'.

I've got nothing to do
but struggle through every day
and fight for a new.
I can't leave anything behind,
can't throw it away,
can't stop it, can't delay.

Sick!
I've gotta struggle through every day.
Sick!
I've gotta feeling i'm fading away.
Sick!
I've gotta struggle through every day.
Sick!
I've gotta feeling i'm fading away.

(tea cup falling)
Track Name: Black Bite
Bleak, black, broken, blind
I’m tattered and torn with your tongue!

The remedy’s unknown
‘CAUSE I CAN’T FORGET WHAT CRASHED MY EVERY BONE –
GOT NOTHING TO CLING TO, GOT NOTHING TO HOLD ON!
SEVERITY’S AN ITCH THAT KEEPS ME OUTTA THE DITCH.
Shit! I’m spineless and here on the road fucking alone.

Bleak, black, broken, blind
I’M TATTERED AND TORN WITH YOUR TONGUE [X3]
Bleak, black, broken, blind
I’m tattered and torn!

Somebody, give me the answer
HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO KEEP MYSELF UPRIGHT!

‘twas a black bite when we touched,
WHEN WE STARTED THE HELL, DON’T TELL ME YOU NEVER KNEW
WE’RE DECADENT.
Too dark to let go, too close to loose, to say ‘no’.
Your kiss and your push and your fuck
SO WEIRD AND SO MALEVOLENT.

I OBEYED
WHEN YOU CAUGHT HOLD OF ME.
Though afraid
Oh, god, I like it!
I can’t wait
(lust-lit anatomy)
Till it’s late
To dare to hate you!

You stamped me flat and pushed me down,
CAUGHT HOLD OF ME WITHOUT A SOUND.
NOW AFTER ALL
DUMB AND NUMB LIKE I’M A DAMAGED DOLL
I’m scarcely able to crawl
Scattered around,
I’M SPATTERED WITH YOUR POISONED CUM,
SO I LIE WEEPING ALOUD.

I FUCKING KNOW THAT IT’S MY FAULT
AND THOUGH I’M SCARED AND SCARRED AGAIN I MELT WITH YA
Seems like I’m always ready to be caught -
YOU KEEP ME HIGH TILL I DIE,
TILL YOU’RE NOT LOST TILL YOU’RE MINE I FEED YOUR LUST.

BLEAK, BLACK, BROKEN, BLIND
I’M TATTERED AND TORN WITH YOUR TONGUE [X3]
Bleak, black, broken, blind
I’m tattered and torn!

I obeyed
WHEN YOU CAUGHT HOLD OF ME.
Though afraid
Oh, god, I like it!
I can’t wait
(lust-lit anatomy)
Till it’s late
To dare to hate you!

Without you I’m aching!
QUENCH MY PAIN…
Take me whole, you’re making
Me feel tamed…
Be sure I can take it —
You’re my prey!
We’re so linked we’ve only
Gotta stay.

I know you need me whole from coast to coast
And as for me now I see that you’re the one I want the most
Cling to me! I’m your only life!
Die for me! You’re my single life!

WILL YOU MAKE ME HIGH TILL I DIE? CLING TO ME!
WILL YOU MAKE ME HIGH TILL I DIE? I’M YOUR ONLY LIFE!
WILL YOU MAKE ME HIGH TILL I DIE? DIE FOR ME!
WILL YOU MAKE ME HIGH TILL I DIE? YOU’RE MY SINGLE LIFE!

MY ONLY LIFE…
MY ONLY LIFE…
My only life…
My only life…

Bleak, black, broken, blind… [x3]
BLEAK, BLACK, BROKEN, BLIND
I’m tattered and torn!

I obeyed
WHEN YOU CAUGHT HOLD OF ME.
Though afraid
Oh, god, I like it!
I can’t wait
(lust-lit anatomy)
Till it’s late
To dare to hate you!

Will you make me high till I die?
BLACKENED WITH YOUR BITE!
Will you make me high till I die?
A dark end starts now!
Will you make me high till I die?
Turn off my fright!
Will you make me high till I die?
TATTERED WITH MY LIGHT!
Track Name: Stealth Core
DON'T GET CLOSE!
DON'T GET CLOSE!
Don't get close!
Don't get close!

Tell me a pretty
fairytale...
Make me believe it.
Let us pretend that
THERE IS NO FORCE TEN GALE...
Make me believe it.

Tell me a gentle
little lie...
Hope I will take it.
Let us pretend that
YOU DUNNO WHO AM I...
let it be sated.

I've gotta fuckin' gun against my head,
and if I try to evade then you'll shoot me dead.
YOU PUT MY FACE IN A FUCKING BEE HIVE
you gimme a stab in the back, but still I'm alive.

Nothing really matters
Anymore,
Take my skin but don't touch
My stealth core.

Don't get close!
Don't get close!
Don't get close!
Don't get close!

Tell me I'm awake
Pinch my wrist.
I can't believe it.
Let us pretend that
I'm not thalidomide.
Make me believe it.

Waiting, finding,
Seizing, losing, loving
I'M ALWAYS
Hoping, fighting,
WASTING AND CANDIDLY HATING.

I've gotta fuckin' gun against my head,
and if I try to evade then you'll shoot me dead.
You put my face in a fucking bee hive
YOU GIMME A STAB IN THE BACK, BUT STILL I'M ALIVE.

Nothing really matters
Anymore,
Take my skin but don't touch
My stealth core.

Made transparent
I stay unidentified,
Impassible,
A cynic anonymous.
MADE TRANSLUCENT
I'm growing inadequate,
Impossible
Malevolent weirdo.

I stagger and totter, take oath and sway...
Don't get close! I'm outta my way!
I wade through the mud, through the human clay...
Don't get close! I've got nothing to say!
I'M SOFT AND POLITE TILL YOU CLASSIFY ME...
Don't get close! Don't bother me!
I'm politically correct, till I really can be...
And then I will rise immediately!

I've gotta fuckin' gun against my head,
and if I try to evade then you'll shoot me dead.
YOU PUT MY FACE IN A FUCKING BEE HIVE
you gimme a stab in the back, but still I'm alive.
DON'T GET CLOSE! DO YOU SEE ME?
Don't get close! Do you hear me?
DON'T GET CLOSE! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?
I'm explosive cuz I've got a fuckin' bomb in me.

Nothing really matters
Anymore,
Take my skin but don`t touch
My stealth core.

Let us pretend! You never told me a lie!
Let us pretend! I'm not condamned to die!
Let us pretend! That life is not a shit!
Let us pretend! We are happy indeed!

Let us pretend! You never told me a lie!
Let us pretend! I'm not condamned to die!
Let us pretend! That life is not a shit!
Let us pretend! We are happy indeed!

Don't get close! I'm outta my way!
Don't get close! I've got nothing to say!
Don't get close! Don't bother me!
I'm gonna spit at your face when you crucify me...
Track Name: Scarlet Dawn
THERE'S SO MUCH LOVE TO LOVE
AND TOO MUCH HATE TO HATE,
I'm tied and buried in this stuff
Among everything I've made.

I cling to things I'm fond of,
but barely they appear to be
forbidden and not good enough
for anyone to see...

But I will never mind
(what you feel at the moment)
I'll fight with eyes open wide.
(you can never take my soul away from me)

First you bite at me then try to drag me down,
I feel the coming of my darkest dusk that brings the scarlet dawn.
Then you'll suck my blood and tear my heart away,
and when you kill me dead I'll hear you say
'We love you so much that we beg you to stay!'

(to stay...)

Millstones upon my breast
and windshields on my eyes.
I catch some hope and try my best
to struggle forward till it dies.

I know I've gotta take the fucking test
And loose myself in ugly lies.
Please let me take your bullets in the chest
I wanna see your eyes.

You'll never make me blind
(I'm gonna laugh when you try to)
I'll fight with eyes open wide.
(you can never take my soul away from me)

First you bite at me then try to drag me down,
I feel the coming of my darkest dusk that brings the scarlet dawn.
Then you'll suck my blood and tear my heart away,
and when you kill me dead I'll hear you say
'We love you so much that we beg you to stay!'

You'll keep fucking and cursing
While I suffer and bleed.
I won't ask you for mercy,
I won't lay at your feet.

First you bite at me then try to drag me down,
I feel the coming of my darkest dusk that brings the scarlet dawn.
Then you'll suck my blood and tear my heart away,
and when you kill me dead I'll hear you say
'We love you so much that we beg you to stay!'

This darkest dusk starts the bloody rehearsal
The scarlet dawn runs the deadly show.
This darkest dusk starts the final rehearsal
The scarlet dawn runs my final show.

Show...

My final show...
Track Name: Killed Alive
I wanted to
Find someone in this world
worth my sincerity.
i wanted to
love someone in this world
and i gave him all of me.

Just won't you fuck away from me!
i never ever thought i'd come to this...
Just won't you fuck away from me!
i don't believe in love anymore!

I wanted to
give all my purity,
all my warmth and faith to him.
i wanted to,
but all was a mistake,
'cuz he used me like a whore.

Just won't you fuck away from me!
i never ever thought i'd come to this...
Just won't you fuck away from me!
i don't believe in love anymore!

you've made me
suffer from jealousy!
you've made me
struggle through calamity!
you've fucked my
innocence and purity!
you've broken
my heart and killed my love in me!

i'll never trust you...

Just won't you fuck away from me!
i never ever thought i'd come to this...
Just won't you fuck away from me!
i don't believe in love anymore!

Just won't you fuck away from me!
just won't you fuck off!
just won't you fuck off!
Just won't you fuck away from me!
just won't you fuck off!
just won't you fuck off!
Track Name: 98.96
I'm faceless!
The masks I wear wear me till I am worn off.
I'm ageless!
My longest hours lull me till I'm dead.
I'm empty!
The noisy silence comes with no permission.
I'm ugly!
My beauty's gone to save the world from me.

I am everywhere!
Loosing myself cuz I'm nowhere!!!
I am everything!
Hating myself cuz I'm nothing!!!
I can't disappear!
Listen to me, I'm deep in your ear!!!
I can't reappear!
I am gone, yet I am here!!!

Shit! I'm here with you all.
98.96!
I just do what I must do.
98.96!
I creep around and crawl within.
98.96!
I've quite forgotten who I have been.
98.96!

I'm nameless!
Cuz when you give me names I feel divided.
I'm breathless!
I can inhale you, but I can't exhale.
I'm sexless!
All my desires never fit my body.
I'm senseless!
I've switched places with my shadows then switched off...

I am everywhere!
Loosing myself cuz I'm nowhere!!!
I am everything!
Hating myself cuz I'm nothing!!!
I can't disappear!
Listen to me, I'm deep in your ear!!!
I can't reappear!
And if I die I'll still be here!!!

I keep on loosing my CMYK
And yet I can't leave the firing range.
The outline loses its curves,
Nods remain, but they never join again.
They're dragged and pushed apart
Stopping and dropping and rolling about.
They fall like raindrops and hit the dust
First come those who I loved the most.

I'm no longer stable!
I'm unable! I'm unable!
Now I'm just a number!
When I'll be over then I'll be sober!

Typical shapes, typical forms,
Typical bodies, typical worms,
Common places and common styles,
Common embraces and common lies.
Insipid versions of insipid plays,
Insipid fuckers on insipid ways,
Banal hearts and banal eyes,
Banal deaths for banal lives.

I am everywhere!
Loosing myself cuz I'm nowhere!!!
I am everything!
Hating myself cuz I'm nothing!!!
I can't disappear!
Listen to me, I'm deep in your ear!!!
I can't reappear!
I am dead, yet I am here!!!

I am everywhere!
Loosing myself cuz I'm nowhere!!!
I am everything!
Hating myself cuz I'm nothing!!!
I can't disappear!
Listen to me, I'm deep in your ear!!!
I can't reappear!
I am dead, yet I am here!!!

Shit! I'm here with you all.
I'm 98.96!
I just do what I must do.
I'm 98.96!
I creep around and crawl within.
I'm 98.96!
I've quite forgotten who I have been.
I'm 98.96!
Track Name: Septic
DON'T WANT TOMORROW TO COME... (REVERSED)
Don't want tomorrow to come...

I'm crooked and wrecked like none of you,
I torture myself like you'd never do.
DON'T NEED YOU, SO DON'T NEED ME,
I'm an evilsonic summary of what you'll never be.

When you lose you'll know what you've had!
When you lose you'll know what you've had!

A lack of you is my precious luck,
A morbid path is the way you walk.
You covet pleasure, you fuck and kill each other,
You're best before the best part of you is over.

We always kill truth
In the name of lie,
First we ruin all
Then we question why.
We turn off the light
Cuz we are septic.

We rape our hearts
And pretend we live,
We're always ready to take,
Bot got nothing to give.
We're greedy and rotten and cruel
Cuz we are septic.

No cure... No cure...
No heal... No heal...
NOT PURE... NOT PURE...
Don't feel... Don't feel...

My heaven is burned down, my hell is here,
I'm pushed from the front back to the rear.
THE STINK OF HYPOCRISY HANGS IN THE AIR,
I am the miasmic shadow of what you can't bear.

You always exist, but you never live!
You always exist, but you never live!

My past is a bullshit, my present is worst,
My future is death, I'm already dead to most.
STRIPPED AND DEFENSELESS I GAVE YOU ALL I COULD,
You ate my giving hand, my flesh and bones, I'm one big wound.

I don't like the game I play,
But in the end I'll finish you anyway...

We always kill truth
In the name of lie,
FIRST WE RUIN ALL
Then we question why.
We turn off the light
Cuz we are septic.

We rape our hearts
And pretend we live,
We're always ready to take,
Bot got nothing to give.
We're greedy and rotten and cruel
Cuz we are septic.

Don't want tomorrow to come,
It kills my dreams and leaves me alone.
I CAN'T MAKE THE WORLD BETTER, CUZ I AM UNTRUE,
So I become a fuckin looser, cuz it's better for you.

Don't need your fucking pleasures, they are nothing to me:
They make me miniscule, they multiply my dark vacancy.
OGLED AND RIDICULE I'VE GOT MY ONLY LAST WILL:
Please turn me into a Barbydoll, I don't wanna feel.

We always kill truth
In the name of lie,
FIRST WE RUIN ALL
Then we question why.
We turn off the light
Cuz we are septic.

We rape our hearts
And pretend we live,
We're always ready to take,
Bot got nothing to give.
We're greedy and rotten and cruel
Cuz we are septic.

We always kill truth
In the name of lie,
FIRST WE RUIN ALL
Then we question why.
We turn off the light
Cuz we are septic.

We rape our hearts
And pretend we live,
We're always ready to take,
Bot got nothing to give.
We're greedy and rotten and cruel
Cuz we are septic.

No cure... When you lose you'll know what you've had!
No heal... When you lose you'll know what you've had!
NOT PURE... WHEN YOU LOSE YOU'LL KNOW WHAT YOU'VE HAD!
Don't feel... When you lose you'll know what you've had!

I don't like the game I play,
But in the end I'll finish you anyway...
Septic!!!

I don't like the game I play,
But in the end I'll finish you anyway...
Septic!!!
Septic!!!
Septic!!!
Track Name: Lewd
(TOWERING, ASTOUNDING)
THERE'S A BUG IN THE CONSTRUCT...
(Sift through stone to meet it again,
lo-end distorted molecules...)

(It's soothing and dead)
There's a nail in the palm...
(Stapled and shut, trampled and caught,
a blind onslaught)

(Flaking and faking)
There's a knife in the stomach...
(It overwhelms.
Giddiness is palpable.)

(16-bit corrosion)
There's a rocket to get high...
(A sub-machine gun
to fix a craving body)

Wild and soothing,
Ignited, impatient, completely unsheathed...
An obsession you cannot escape.
Once you taste it
And let it get into your craving inside
You'll be waiting and begging for more.

Do you want an invasion? (Yes!)
Do you wanna be breached? (Yes!)

(The shape is so perfect)
There's a frame with no window...
(THE ELECT ALWAYS SUFFER
a carnal exploitation)

(Bat around, but don't touch)
There's a cave with no gap...
(PITCHED INTO CIRCUMSTANCES,
pretending to be bended)

(Hotter and hotter)
There's a sea with no water...
(WETTER AND WETTER
Drown in holy water)

(Sure, you wanted it all)
Horsemen rose up their spears...
(IT'S THE CHASE YOU PROVOKED,
you run, but you wanna be caught).

Wild and soothing,
Ignited, impatient, completely unsheathed...
An obsession you cannot escape.
ONCE YOU TASTE IT
And let it get into your craving inside
You'll be waiting and begging for more.

Shoot... me... down...
(don't wait, don't wait, just do it fucking right now)
With... your... warm... gun...
(don't wait, don't wait, just do it fucking right now)

You can't lie to yourself for so long
You can't play that self-destructive solo.
It's too indispensable to be thrown away,
It blows you up and leaves you a one single way.

That's only you, not someone else!
You're just nature, a human in distress,
Overwhelmed and running wild,
Hot concupiscence on your mind.

Do you want an invasion? (Yes!)
Do you wanna be breached? (Yes!)

Wild and soothing,
(Take it now, it's right in front of you)
IGNITED, IMPATIENT, COMPLETELY UNSHEATHED...
(It's waiting for you)
An obsession you cannot escape.
(YOU NEVER WANTED TO AND SURE YOU'LL NEVER WILL)
ONCE YOU TASTE IT
(They're the sweetest secs, if you know what I mean)
And let it get into your craving inside
(you want it there)
You'll be waiting and begging for more.
(THAT'S WHAT YOU REALLY WANT! THAT'S WHAT YOU REALLY NEED!)

All you need is a screw! X4

Call it wrong and immoral,
Call it shameful and lewd...
Once you taste it you'll love it
And keep begging for more...
Track Name: X10-Dead
(IT'S AN ENDLESS WAR!)

GET DOWN TO ME, I'LL FALL IN FRONT OF YOU...
Get up to me, I'll stand in front of you,
NEVER COVETED A THING LIKE THIS,
But you were making me believe in you and now you miss.

10 hundred times split personalities,
10 thousand lives past one to know what it is,
10 billion scars to understand what you mean
And now I'm here to ask you why things are not what they seem.

Extended abilities
Require more responsibilities.
EXTENDED KNOWLEDGE, EXTENDED PAIN,
No right to fall, to turn back, because it's just the same.

I've got no choice, but you,
My present, past and future are askew.
I SERVE YOUR HOLY WILL.
I do the best I can,
So don't make me more human than I am,
I hope my music swings
So don't cut my silver wings.

Sometimes I see things that I must not hear,
Sometimes I smell things that must not be here...
AND EVERY TIME I TRACK IT DOWN I'M SURE
You're right behind my back to make it clear, then make it obscure.

10 hundred times I could be out of turn,
10 thousand places to which I can't return,
10 BILLION APPLES, ALL FORBIDDEN FRUIT
To understand when I can love and when I must persecute.

I've got no choice, but you,
My present, past and future are askew.
I serve your holy will.
I do the best I can,
So don't make me more human than I am,
I know my music swings
So don't cut my silver wings.

Can you show me your sacred plan?
I wanna know! I wanna know!
May I do a little more than I can?
I wanna try! I wanna try!

Will you always watch me from above? (for 10 billion years)
Will you always leave me homesick? (for 10 billion years)
I can walk only forward and I can't hesitate,
I can't fear, can't be a coward, I've got no right to hate.

Gimme power to hold on (to the end of time!)
GIMME STRENGTH TO WORSHIP (TO THE END OF TIME!).
Never thought that I'd go this far,
EACH SECOND FINAL, EACH ETERNAL, LIKE AN ENDLESS WAR.

It's an endless war! x2


Extended abilities
Require more responsibilities.
Extended knowledge, extended pain,
No right to fall, to turn back, because it's just the same.

I've got no choice, but you,
My present, past and future are askew.
I serve your holy will.
I do the best I can,
So don't make me more human than I am,
I hope my music swings
SO DON'T CUT MY SILVER WINGS.

I've got no choice, but you,
My present, past and future are askew.
I serve your holy will.
I do the best I can,
So don't make me more human than I am,
I know my music swings
SO DON'T CUT MY SILVER WINGS.

Can you show me your sacred plan?
I wanna know! I wanna know!
May I do a little more than I can?
I WANNA TRY! I WANNA TRY!

It's an endless war!
(CHORAL)
IT'S AN ENDLESS WAR!
(ROAR)
Track Name: Frail Virtue
WHEN YOU WISH UPON YOUR STAR,
WHEN YOU DROP IT IN A WISHING WELL
Keep on believing that your dreams will once come true,
Keep on thinking every star falls for you...

You want it,
You need it,
You hear it,
You see it.

It hurts you,
It warms you,
It burns you,
It throws you

Down to the slime of your reality,
It brings you right to the edge of your fragile sanity,
It makes you wade into calamity,
It gives you life but dazzles you with its clarity.

You'll waste your sweetest years
Hunting a shadow of your dream
(You're the phantom you see)
When once you feel it near
You'll know you've lost all of your purity.

Watch yourself now.
Who are you now?
It's a torture to live
When there's no belief.

Now you watch the silent sky
And wait for something as the years run by.
Somewhere a little girl looks for a star that you knew
Sighing with a wind eyes that girl is you.

It finds you,
It binds you,
Refines you,
Sublimes you.

It drains you,
It tames you,
Escapes you
And slays you.

Crawl through to the mud of your reality,
Come on! Fly to the edge of your fragile sanity,
The more you strive the more you wade into calamity,
The more you live the more you run out of guarantee.

(I'm lovin' it...)

Did you expect such an agony?
(What do you want?) x 2
DID YOU SUSPECT SUCH AN IRONY?
(What do you want?) x 2
ONCE YOU FALL DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE
(You'll never forget) x 2
ALL YOUR LIFELONG YOU'RE ON A ROLL.
(You'll never forget) x 2

What the fuck are you living for?
(What do you get?) x 2
YOU WON'T FIND A REASON ANYMORE.
(What do you get?) x 2
DYING EVERY DAY IS A HIDDEN LAW.
(Everything ends) x 2
THE HIGHER YOU FLY THE DEEPER YOU FALL.
(Everything ends) x 2

You'll waste your sweetest years
Hunting a shadow of your dream
(You're the phantom you see)
When once you feel it near
You'll know you've lost all of your purity.

12, 11, 10
Kill your dreams and then...
9, 8 ,7
Wish you'll get straight to heaven!!!
6, 5, 4
You won't be alive anymore!!!
3, 2, 1
Zero! Time to be gone!!!

Die!!!
Die!!!
Track Name: 98.96 (unleashed version)
I'm faceless!
The masks I wear wear me till I am worn off.
I'm ageless!
My longest hours lull me till I'm dead.
I'm empty!
The noisy silence comes with no permission.
I'm ugly!
My beauty's gone to save the world from me.

I am everywhere!
Loosing myself cuz I'm nowhere!!!
I am everything!
Hating myself cuz I'm nothing!!!
I can't disappear!
Listen to me, I'm deep in your ear!!!
I can't reappear!
I am gone, yet I am here!!!

Shit! I'm here with you all.
98.96!
I just do what I must do.
98.96!
I creep around and crawl within.
98.96!
I've quite forgotten who I have been.
98.96!

I'm nameless!
Cuz when you give me names I feel divided.
I'm breathless!
I can inhale you, but I can't exhale.
I'm sexless!
All my desires never fit my body.
I'm senseless!
I've switched places with my shadows then switched off...

I am everywhere!
Loosing myself cuz I'm nowhere!!!
I am everything!
Hating myself cuz I'm nothing!!!
I can't disappear!
Listen to me, I'm deep in your ear!!!
I can't reappear!
And if I die I'll still be here!!!

I keep on loosing my CMYK
And yet I can't leave the firing range.
The outline loses its curves,
Nods remain, but they never join again.
They're dragged and pushed apart
Stopping and dropping and rolling about.
They fall like raindrops and hit the dust
First come those who I loved the most.

I'm no longer stable!
I'm unable! I'm unable!
Now I'm just a number!
When I'll be over then I'll be sober!

Typical shapes, typical forms,
Typical bodies, typical worms,
Common places and common styles,
Common embraces and common lies.
Insipid versions of insipid plays,
Insipid fuckers on insipid ways,
Banal hearts and banal eyes,
Banal deaths for banal lives.

I am everywhere!
Loosing myself cuz I'm nowhere!!!
I am everything!
Hating myself cuz I'm nothing!!!
I can't disappear!
Listen to me, I'm deep in your ear!!!
I can't reappear!
I am dead, yet I am here!!!

I am everywhere!
Loosing myself cuz I'm nowhere!!!
I am everything!
Hating myself cuz I'm nothing!!!
I can't disappear!
Listen to me, I'm deep in your ear!!!
I can't reappear!
I am dead, yet I am here!!!

Shit! I'm here with you all.
I'm 98.96!
I just do what I must do.
I'm 98.96!
I creep around and crawl within.
I'm 98.96!
I've quite forgotten who I have been.
I'm 98.96!
Track Name: Septic (unleashed version)
DON'T WANT TOMORROW TO COME... (REVERSED)
Don't want tomorrow to come...

I'm crooked and wrecked like none of you,
I torture myself like you'd never do.
DON'T NEED YOU, SO DON'T NEED ME,
I'm an evilsonic summary of what you'll never be.

When you lose you'll know what you've had!
When you lose you'll know what you've had!

A lack of you is my precious luck,
A morbid path is the way you walk.
You covet pleasure, you fuck and kill each other,
You're best before the best part of you is over.

We always kill truth
In the name of lie,
First we ruin all
Then we question why.
We turn off the light
Cuz we are septic.

We rape our hearts
And pretend we live,
We're always ready to take,
Bot got nothing to give.
We're greedy and rotten and cruel
Cuz we are septic.

No cure... No cure...
No heal... No heal...
NOT PURE... NOT PURE...
Don't feel... Don't feel...

My heaven is burned down, my hell is here,
I'm pushed from the front back to the rear.
THE STINK OF HYPOCRISY HANGS IN THE AIR,
I am the miasmic shadow of what you can't bear.

You always exist, but you never live!
You always exist, but you never live!

My past is a bullshit, my present is worst,
My future is death, I'm already dead to most.
STRIPPED AND DEFENSELESS I GAVE YOU ALL I COULD,
You ate my giving hand, my flesh and bones, I'm one big wound.

I don't like the game I play,
But in the end I'll finish you anyway...

We always kill truth
In the name of lie,
FIRST WE RUIN ALL
Then we question why.
We turn off the light
Cuz we are septic.

We rape our hearts
And pretend we live,
We're always ready to take,
Bot got nothing to give.
We're greedy and rotten and cruel
Cuz we are septic.

Don't want tomorrow to come,
It kills my dreams and leaves me alone.
I CAN'T MAKE THE WORLD BETTER, CUZ I AM UNTRUE,
So I become a fuckin looser, cuz it's better for you.

Don't need your fucking pleasures, they are nothing to me:
They make me miniscule, they multiply my dark vacancy.
OGLED AND RIDICULE I'VE GOT MY ONLY LAST WILL:
Please turn me into a Barbydoll, I don't wanna feel.

We always kill truth
In the name of lie,
FIRST WE RUIN ALL
Then we question why.
We turn off the light
Cuz we are septic.

We rape our hearts
And pretend we live,
We're always ready to take,
Bot got nothing to give.
We're greedy and rotten and cruel
Cuz we are septic.

We always kill truth
In the name of lie,
FIRST WE RUIN ALL
Then we question why.
We turn off the light
Cuz we are septic.

We rape our hearts
And pretend we live,
We're always ready to take,
Bot got nothing to give.
We're greedy and rotten and cruel
Cuz we are septic.

No cure... When you lose you'll know what you've had!
No heal... When you lose you'll know what you've had!
NOT PURE... WHEN YOU LOSE YOU'LL KNOW WHAT YOU'VE HAD!
Don't feel... When you lose you'll know what you've had!

I don't like the game I play,
But in the end I'll finish you anyway...
Septic!!!

I don't like the game I play,
But in the end I'll finish you anyway...
Septic!!!
Septic!!!
Septic!!!